Hello darlings, how are we all doing? Just checking in sorry I’ve been a bit AWOL work has been very busy. Totally feel you @AMS19 on tyring to focus on other things to take your mind off everything. We’ve booked tickets for Hamilton in July (DREAM) and would loveeeee to reschedule our cancelled Boston trip (we were meant to go on the 20th March 2020! Gutted wasn’t the word haha!) for the Summer maybe on the off chance the US will let us in, but I thought I can at least look at hotels etc again so we would be ready if we are able to go. I’m also hoping that the world starting to open back up again a bit will keep me occupied as I’ll be able to do stuff. I honestly think being in lockdown while we’ve all been going through miscarriages has just made it even worse hasn’t it. We really are amazing aren’t we 😊
I watched Zoe and Alfie’s vlogs and I feel so so happy for them. I still get a pang of sadness but I don’t think that will ever not happen. I really don’t want to be a horrible negative, jealous person as it’s not who I am, and we generally don’t know what other’s journeys have been like. We were watching Sunday Brunch and Laura Whitmore was on there and she’s pregnant, and my DH was like FFS haha cause honestly everything we watch seems to have a pregnant woman or a baby on there. And I laughed and Googled her because I felt like I’d heard she had a miscarriage and she did. So it’s almost like it’s okay if a woman has had a miscarriage as it doesn’t upset me which sounds so awful but it’s just like I don’t feel jealousy towards them, if that makes sense? Same with Meghan Markle and her baby girl on the way.
So I’m just chilling out here on CD6. My first post miscarriage period was quite similar to the one I had back in October I think (have only had 2 since coming off the pill last year as my cycles were long and then I got my BFP) Friday was light, nothing on pad only when I wiped, Saturday and Sunday were a few tampons and painful cramps, and then Monday only when I wiped again. Monday PM it was gone completely!! Baffled me because on the pill my ‘period’ was like 5/6 days and much heavier. But I do think this one was pretty typical from what I can remember about Octobers.
I’m on B complex with Vitamin D, 100mg B6, agnus castus and folic acid. Also exercising 3 x a week and only drinking at the weekends. I’m feeling good and trying to stay positive. Hope everyone else is too. Sooooo happy that we’ve had so many BFPs I honestly think this is a lucky thread!
Honestly ladies it’s like bloody therapy coming on here and reading everyone’s updates and sharing mine, I love it. Fingers crossed for our IRL meet with all our babies one day cause I would honestly love that xxxxxx
@CocoLoco88 hey lovely, not sure if it was this thread or the miscarriage one…I think it was this one, but I posted about being in the same boat as you! I finally got my period 51 days after my ERPC… so hopefully it will happen for you soon!! Now CD6 and waiting to DTD!! I just kept doing OPKs every day and eventually they began rising. I really feel your pain though it was the WORST just waiting around. I’m really hoping my cycles start to shorten now and I ovulate a little earlier than day 40 ☹ Sending love!! Hang in there, it absolutely will happen and you’ll be over the moon!! xxx