Gutted

[TtcPhee]

I really thought I was pregnant this time - I was getting more symptoms than usual and everything and then today i started bleeding - it doesn’t seem like normal blood - it’s pink and there’s no clots yet but i just know it’s probably my period about to start cause i got pretty bad cramping before it happened - i’m really heartbroken - it’s even harder when your best friends got what you want and you just can’t seem to do it - the doctors won’t see me cause it’s covid and it’s an emergency so i can’t even see if i have PCOS or anything - why is ttc so damn hard

not an*

I’m sorry, it sucks, it really does. This sounds like me last month. I had all these mad symptoms, a 5 day late period (which was also very pink compared to normal) and news of two pregnant friends. I was devastated because it felt like it was maybe our month finally, but it was not to be. It’s hard, I don’t know how to feel better about it all but a new month will be here soon. I’m due again any day now and I’m trying to tell myself not to get upset, but I probably will anyway despite fully expecting AF.

@thislittlebird It really does suck ): My friend just had her gender reveal and everything and of course i’m so so happy for her but i can’t help and wish it were me - it really sucks but hey when we get a positive it’ll be an even happier moment

That’s hard @TtcPhee. One of my friend’s hasn’t found out yet and now I’m having really stupid dumb thoughts about all the good names going which is so ridiculous because i haven’t had a sniff of a bfp so I have other things to worry about other than this lol. But the old brain works in mysterious ways and it insists on jumping 1-5 years ahead at any given time. I am pleased for them, just feel a bit left behind I suppose. That’s the best way to describe it from my POV.