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I have vaginismus and intercourse has always been difficult, plus my partner is large of penis. As a result he never gets very far inside, usually more the tip, and never further than halfway. The few times he's come inside (not often just because usually he lets me come first then stops to prevent me being in pain) I don't feel it all the way up, and often not much at all. He'll come away with semen still on his penis. I'm a little worried about TTC and whether it'll be enough to actually work. I have never really felt semen inside me (I'm quite dry naturally), never felt wet afterwards or anything dribbling out so maybe it's not even getting up there? I'm planning to stick my legs in the air afterwards but if anyone has additional advice that would be great!