Late but BFN

[DaBaDe]

I know no one can tell me what's going on but I just need a handhold! I have no one to talk to about this.

My cycles are always 28 or 29 days. I'm currently on cycle day 33; I held out and did an internet cheapie test yesterday and it was 100% BFN. Stark white.

I'm pretty sure the test is accurate and I've likely ovulated later than usual.

It just sucks. I feel utterly exhausted, I hate having that tiny hope and now my cycles seem to be playing up which I'm wondering is my age (36 soon) and the chance of getting my first BFP feels impossible.

Known fertility issues, no DC, TTC 3 years.
This is such hell. :(

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@DaBaDe I didnt want to read and run so just letting you know it's ok to feel annoyed and it is tough. Im sorry you feel like that

Hand to hold here and I hope AF shows soon for you so you can begin a new cycle. If you did ovulate later there could always be a chance the test just isn't showing yet?

Keep strong, are you able to keep busy, maybe clear out a cupboard? Or binge watch a series?

Have a read on some other threads, there are lots of ladies who can offer support going through the same. Xx

Thank you so much for your reply, I think that's a great idea and I need to distract myself, the oven could do with a clean!

I could have ovulated on cycle days 19/20 rather than the usual 13/14, so would be 12/13dpo yesterday but in that case the BFN would still be accurate, and I'm due AF today or tomorrow.

Thank you again for replying

@DaBaDe Aw you're welcome. It can be lonely sometimes keeping it to yourself and OH's can sometimes not really fully understand.
Good idea, get those cleaning gloves out :) I tided the medicine cupboard and although not a big job, i felt so much better for doing it.

If it helps my AF is due tomorrow but felt as if she was coming today but nothing. Also tested and all negative so just a waiting game now xx

My cycles are 28 days too, got to day 39 on Monday with BFN then suddenly Monday evening I got several BFP, despite a BFN that morning, so might still be too early.

@ER20 Oh wow, congratulations! Thats a lovely story. Do you know what day you ovulated?