CSG (Thread 4)

[candycrush2298]

Continuation of previous 6 threads 😊

@NamechangeTTC i have to agree with @welliedays you've probably not even reached implantation stage yet. Being so negative will release stress hormones and your body will naturally reject pregnancy. Stay postive hun, we'll all get through it together and get our BFPs

@Kaybobx awww thanks hun and that's amazing that you're not obsessing this cycle. I really can't wait to see what this cycle brings you 💜💜💜

@candycrush2298 awe thank you. We shall see! 🤞🏼

So whats everyone upto this weekend? We know @candycrush2298 is BDing 😂😂😂

Thanks guys

It’s easy to say don’t stress, but it’s not an active choice. I’ve had a crushing ache today that’s hit me like a bus, I’m not choosing to be down. Reading that I’ll cause myself to reject a pregnancy just gives me more chance to punish myself this month.

Can’t have sex in case it impacts
Can’t drink caffeine in case it impacts
Can’t do strenuous exercise in case it impacts

Can’t feel my feelings or it’ll be all my fault.

@Kaybobx lol only tomorrow morning as I am timing the shit of these bds so tomorrow morning would be between ovulation and peak 🤣🤣🤣

Other than that I am reading its a bank holiday for us on Monday so nice long weekend of vegetating 🤣

How about yourself? What you getting up to?

@ReginaaPhalange have you been late before? That sounds so strange. Have you tried FMU rather than night tests in case there’s low level hcg too diluted by night?

@candycrush2298 omg i got excited then when you said bank holiday but its not the same for us is it hahaha!!

Im not upto much, i find my days off are lounging in my pjs. Im so lazy lol.

@NamechangeTTC we are only trying to help. This is a support group after all.

@ReginaaPhalange how very odd, have you missed an AF before? Hopefully its a positive sign 🤞🏼

I know @Kaybobx it’s just another stick to beat myself with. Can’t get pregnant, can’t do anything right.

@namechangeTTC none of us can get pregnant. That's why we are here. We are just offering advise what we have read to help you. We are all in the same boat.

@NamechangeTTC the reality is we are trying to support you and help you but we can't change how you feel we only mean to make you feel better. I have been where you are now in recent months of my journey. But you haven't even given it a real chance yet and you're ready to give up. There's a reason the NHS says at least 1 year of trying before they will help and thats because healthy couples with nothing wrong with them can take up to a year in order to conceive. Its only been a few months for you hun and the pressure you're putting on yourself isn't helping you so we are on the outside looking in and we are just trying to help you 💜💜💜💜

@Kaybobx whahahah no its not even a bank holiday for the whole of Scotland just Alloa hahaha.
I am also so lazy I wanted to go out and about but heard its meant to be really windy so thought oh well at least I have book to entertain me 🤣

Signing out guys.

Best of luck to you all for what you want.

@candycrush2298 I'm on a treadmill as we speak, can't you tell im bored with my quick response hahaha!! That means i can treat myself to a takeaway and slob all weekend hahaha! Not really got this weight loss right have i 😂😂😂😂

Ive not read a book in years! My favourite thing in the world is reading a book by the pool on holiday. The sun blazing down on me, ice cold orange juice. Ahh bliss lol

@Kaybobx whahaha at least you're on a treadmill I am lying on the sofa with popcorn lol so I definitely do not have this weight thing under control.

Omg!!! I would die without my kindle I have been not reading for a few months becausei haven't had the energy or care to do anything that required concentration lol.
Sounds like you need a sunny vacay to get your nose in a book 🤣🤣🤣
Since you mentioned take out as a reward does that mean you're having Chinese for dinner lol?

@candycrush2298 totally just brought a fruit and nut chocolate bar at the petrol station hahaha.

Haha how did you know id have Chinese? You know me too well already.

What kind of books do you read? I like gangsta stuff like Martina Cole. Also Sophie Kinsella is definitely my pool read. Oh id love a holiday but think that's a right off for a couple of years with covid

@Kaybobx never been late like this. But defo feel like she's coming. I've wiped light pink and one or two tiny clots since last night, now got that heavy feeling and like an icky tummy too. My nipples are so sore to the touch though. Defo not pregnant though as bfn last night after a 4hr wee hold

@Kaybobx hahahaha just a lucky guess 😉
Oooooh yummy now I want a fruit and nut chocolate lol!!!

Ummm mine are all paranormal erotica 🤣🤣🤣 now you all know where my sex drive comes from whahahaha. I do read crime novels like Patricia Cornwall and Simon Beckett but yeah much more a paranormal romance kinda gal. Just because I like the drama its always so much more dramatic than a guy cheating on a girl real world is too plain for me in romance hahahaha.

And no its nothing like a paranormal version of 50 shades of grey lol. Its not BDSM lol

@candycrush2298 maybe i should start reading these books hahaha!! My sex drive is so hit and miss, poor hubby.
Its literally because I've lost all body confidence... but then continue to eat chocolate and chocolate opps! You only live once ay 😂

@reginaaPhalange ugh that's rubbish! Its even worse when she plays tricks on you and comes late!! Still hoping she doesn't arrive though.

@Kaybobx hahahah I promise you will be forever turned the books are incredible. Amelia Hutchins has her first ebook free called Fighting Destiny. So won't cost you any money if you want to give it a try.
I know what you mean about body confidence I dont want to be on top anymore when BD because I just dont feel confident enough lol but chocolate I eat ugh hahah.

@candycrush2298 ah thank you. I'm going to download it now and give it a try.

Ugh same! Our bed has a mirrored walk in wardrobe to the side of it. Not a view i like to watch haha. But yeah, how can a girl live without chocolate?!

How's your hubby after the COVID scare? Are you near the places where all the tough restrictions are coming? Nottingham the next town to ours is going into lockdown!! Ugh im so done with COVID now. A normal life would be nice again

@Kaybobx awesome!!!

Lol I can feel you on that we have two wardrobes both are mirror doors and they are huge not a view I like to see myself but yeah its chocolate 🤣🤣🤣🤣

He is fine seems so unperturbed by it all. We are in-between the hot spots. But we all have the curfew for alcohol and all the Scottish restrictions which doesn't effect me because I dont drink lol!!! Ugh I know Covid is changing our lives completely isnt it. Do you think you guys will be next for a lockdown?

Did your hubby go for his SA?

@candycrush2298 whoever invented mirrored wardrobes needs sacking 🤣🤣🤣

Haha i stockpile my alcohol from Morrisons so that wouldn't be an issue for me either. Hmm its hard to tell if we will get a lockdown, things are changing all the time but we seem ok at the minute.

Yeah he went for his SA. Hes actually in a good mood today after he got some release haha!! We've not had sex in about a week. They said 1-2 weeks for the results. Hopefully all is ok and he doesnt need another!

Got my peak as predicted lol.

@Kaybobx I completely agree lets riot lol!!

Thats good that you guys are OK and that you have a stockpile should you need it whahahaha.

Hahahahaha yes as he would have to not have released for a few days before lol at least it put it him in a good mood. I am hoping all is well

@candycrush2298 oooo la la thats a lovely peak. You are so intune with your body! Mine is always a guessing game 🤣

Well i thought id give in to hubby tonight as hes waiting so long and went to his app on his own much to his annoyance... but he's just gone to bed with a migraine haha! Oh well I'm happy with that. Now I've been left with the mammoth task of getting the little one to sleep!! 😭😭😭 this is going to be a long night, sounds mad but she dont sleep for me!!

@Kaybobx hahahaha probably because I have been at this a while LOL!! And initially it was a hopeful one as I didnt know for sure if taking soy earlier would bring it forward but when I saw my CM changing and opks rising I knew I had hit the mark lol!! So heres to a 24/25 day cycle so shorter than the others I have had on soy.

Awww you were trying to be a good wife lol guess in this case its the thought that counts 🤣🤣🤣

Oh no, thats just awful I can't imagine the task ahead but I have witnessed it and it doesn't seem the most pleasant parts of parenthood whahahahah!!!

Hi everyone! Haven't been on for a bit. I think AF is due anywhere between 13th to 24th!

@candycrush2298 How did your scan go?
Was the link you sent me for recipes called slimming eats? I've lost it again lol.

@Kaybobx Yh for Hubby's SA being done. Look forward to hearing the results

@NamechangeTTC I feel exactly the same way as you and this whole journey is not easy at all. It will be worth it in the end I promise. Hang on in there. For now, I think you need to change focus and be healthier. Distract yourself with healthy eating and exercising (obviously keep trying for a baby) but by distracting yourself and changing your focus you'll feel much better mentally. This is what I am trying to do now. It's not about weightloss its about eating for fertility.