CSG (Thread 4)

[candycrush2298]

Continuation of previous 6 threads 😊

@NamechangeTTC I know but are they shite quality are they good? I was curious to know if the soy was doing anything.

I can say the evening primrose is doing something because I dont have ewcm yet but its verrrrry watery so I will let you all know how much ewcm I get but so far its working

I’m annoyed cause I’ve no spotting so I’ve decided I’m out.

Fucking hate 2ww

@NamechangeTTC why do you think you're out because you didn't spot? Most women don't get implantation bleeding its very rare.

Everyone on here seems to.

It just doesn’t feel right. Again.

Getting beyond fed up and know I haven’t waited as long as others but I’m surrounded by folk who got pregnant try 1. I’m older, it’s not happening.

@NamechangeTTC the people on here are only a small percentage of people who actually get implantation bleeding. Majority of women don't. And some women only get it after their missed period. Thinking of you I can tell you're putting a lot of pressure on yourself. And with that comes a big crash like me.

Oh no so annoying they didn’t give anything away @candycrush2298

I think it’s the fermometer one I have x

@NamechangeTTC I didn't get any spotting.

Candy crush - good news about the follicles! And that they haven't see anything wrong?

@Kaybobx your chart looks good to me.

One thing I noticed that I meant to say is I always got sore boobs in the 2ww. Everyone's different but the month I conceived I haven't had sore boobs - I did get them for a a couple of days after my period would of been due but nothing like they normally are.

Hope anyone ive missed is well, and we have some for bfp soon. 🙏🏻

Sounds like it’s probably a sign I’m out @snapple21. I have had boob pain once for one day and so far it’s been 4-5 days in a row. This never happens. Probably means we have failed again.

@namechangeTTC i didn't spot with my daughter

@snapple21 ooooh i don't have sore boobs this month. I usually do! Wishful thinking haha. I hope you're doing well.

@candycrush2298 ah thats pants. Probably because it wasnt a scan for fertility. At least she told you about the follicles, that's great news. How long do you need to wait for the report?

@NamechangeTTC but you never know because everyone is so different. How many dpo are you, have you tested?

@Kaybobx I kept looking at my Flo app and comparing thinking hmmm I usually have sore boobs by this time and they never came!

@Boc86 i use the femometor one as well I usually used to put it in vaginally lie there and check it 5 minutes later so when it switched off that meant it had taken the reading and switched off due to inactivity.

@snapple21 well she didn't say there were right either hahahaha.

Oooh thanks for mentioning the chart i completely missed it @Kaybobx omg!!!! Your chart is going triphasic @Elakiya do you agree??? This could mean something realllllly good!!!

7dpo

Not tested.

I just need a glimmer of something to give some hope I’m so close to giving up. I can’t do this every month.

@Kaybobx she said I can call my doctor a week from today so next Friday I can call the gp for the results. I am now curious. Like if she didn't want to give anything away does that mean they found something? I shouldn't be getting excited that they may have found a problem with me but by her not saying anything it has filled me with hope that maybe there is really something wrong with me and I am not just a dud thats not meant to be a mom.

@NamechangeTTC sorry you're feeling so down I unfortunately can provide no hope as I am now on cycle 35 of trying but I can say take care of your mental health as burn out is real.

@candycrush2298 Did she just say 'sorry I cant tell you' when you asked questions? Some people are just miserable, I wouldn't worry. But like you say 'if' they have found something then you have made the first step to getting it fixed. Yay you are now in the week wait with us lol.

My chart looks good but the temp this morning could of been wrong as I was up at 4.30am for work. I used the adjuster calculator, it still shot up the same way without it just less. I love temping id be sad to stop it if i got pregnant lol, im so weird.

I don’t think I’ve got the strength for that.

@Kaybobx she just kept saying "I will write up the report and your GP will explain the results to you" so I said well I know you can't discuss anything so can you tell me if you can see my eggs and she was like yeah I can see your follicles.
Lol I havent ovulated yet so not in the tww but I don't actually really feel like trying so think for the first time since forever I am going to have a breeze of a tww because I honestly don't care if we conceived or not 🤣 sounds so cynical I know but I am actually happy just to be reading my new books and I have just seen the trailer for Haunting of Hill House season 2 which dropped today so I have loads to be doing plus work is getting soooo busy they still haven't recruited yet for my assistant which is annoying as I need help. So I just have so much on that getting pregnant has become the bottom of my priority list and I know you guys may be sad about this but I am not I am feeling way better. I feel like if I'm not meant to be a parent I am OK with it which took me a long time to accept and I wouldn't say I have fully accepted it yet but I am starting too.

I think your chart is looking amazing if you adjusted it then its more or less accurate and its looking so fab really hoping this is it for you eeeep so exciting. We need at least one bfp a cycle 🤞

@candycrush2298 lol I mean we have a week to wait to test and you have a week to wait for your results so you're in the wait with us.

Ah that's fab news to hear how chilled you are. It was so sad to hear how down you were a couple of months back. Keep it up girl :-)

@Kaybobx ooooh yeah sorry totally misunderstood that hahahaha!!! Everything about TTC is about waiting lol.

Awwwww thanks hun, I am doing much better. Accepting it I think is what has made things a lot easier on myself. But that doesn't mean just because I dont care if I'm a mum or not that I don't want all of you to be stuck as well. Still praying so hard that all of you get your bfps!! I cannot even freaken wait for you to start testing eeeep. I am getting so antsy for you 🤣

I forgot to mention that taking soy CD1-5 has brought everything forward and that tonight I should get my peak. So I had timed it perfectly for the scan by moving the date up a week.

I’m on pee 5 today. Think I’m maybe getting a uti which is weird as we haven’t dtd this time!

@candycrush2298 oooh nearly there!! and those follicles are waiting.

I really hope everything works out for you. Staying positive is so draining as we all know, you have to do what's right for your own mental health. I wish I could just switch off. I've not obsessed this cycle and feel better for it already. Actually glad I don't have loads of cheapie tests

@namechangettc I know it's so hard, but try and stay positive. You're 7dpo, very, very few people spot anyway and even fewer spot at 7dpo. When I spotted (which I could easily have missed, I was 10 or 11dpo). Remember there are no signs or symptoms at the moment as they are all progesterone symptoms so it can go either way. I know it's so frustrating but being so negative really won't help your MH and will just cause you to stress which isn't good when you're ttc. I know it's easy for me to say this, but it's just what I see looking in from the outside

Hi all. So still no AF. I though she was coming yesterday as wiped pink and one singular clot but nothing since then. Boobs still sore. Af should have been here on Wednesday! BFN last night too, so it's all so strange