CSG (Thread 4)

[candycrush2298]

Continuation of previous 6 threads 😊

@NamechangeTTC whoop whoop SMEP sounds like an excellent plan!!! Ooooh good luck hope this is the lucky cycle.

@candycrush2298

Or even these but the dress is for real a no lol

@candycrush2298 i like this look

@Kaybobx thanks hun thats it then thats the outfit hahahahaha!!

What CD are you on? Is tonight your last night of soy? Any more side effects with the strong dosage?

@candycrush2298 that's lovely, I'd wear that too.

Yes last night of soy. I felt quite sick last night and struggled to get to sleep, not sure if it's related

I'm abit stressed today, i heard some rumours im going to be made redundant and one of my best friends has found a new best friend and totally binned me off. I'm so upset that everything always happens when im supposed to be relaxing during ovulation!!

@Kaybobx thank you 💜

Oh no, I mean it could be do you usually struggle to sleep?

OMG hun I am so so sorry to hear this, that is absolutely awful. How plausible do you think these rumours are? I mean do you think there's some validity to it? Have you spoken with hubby about it? What does he say?

What? Your best friend just binned you off because she made a new BFF WTF!!! Have you been able to speak to her about it? So sorry hun that realllllly hurts!! I dont have a lot of friends but when I lose a friend it cuts me up really bad and I get extremely emotional over it. Thinking of you ❤❤

@candycrush2298 i usually sleep fine but last night just felt abit sicky so i couldn't sleep. Could be any reason though.

Hmm I've heard from a good source, i of course went straight to my general manager and asked the question to which he said he's annoyed i found out how i didnt but yes it is in talks about the smaller clubs but my job is absolutely fine as were a bigger club... doesn't fill me with any confidence though!!

So i have 2 best friends, we've always been a 3. Shes just found this new friend from nowhere and literally does everything with her. I put a message in our group chat earlier saying girls I'm feeling a bit down can we meet tomorrow? But shes busy with her new friend... again. Just feel like its me against the world at the minute!

@Kaybobx hmmm does sound weird then if you usually sleep just fine. But yeah if you were feeling sticky could be getting hot? Maybe the heating was on or it was hot by you last night. Guess it could be anything.

Do you have any reason to think your GM would lie to you? Didn't you say you guys are like a family there? I feel like he would say something to you if there was a genuine reason to be concerned but I dont know the dynamics. That is truly not a stress you need right now when we are still in the heat with Covid.

Was your other best friend at least willing to meet with you tomorrow? Maybe you could at least meet with her to hopefully help uplift your spirits a bit. And the friend with the new bestie its such a tough one, because you don't want to be that person that is like hey can you actually make time for me but at the same time you want to get through to her that you want to spend time with her. Have you tried telling her you miss her and would love to catch up when she has some time? Maybe you and the other best friend can meet this new girl and she can be a part of the gang or is that not really an option? With me I dont like outsiders very much 🤣🤣🤣

@candycrush2298 i sleep by the window which is on vent so i was quite cold but felt hot and sick! Last night tonight on soy anyway.

Yes i think my GM would 100% lie right now, we get on soooo well but i know as a business they are making cut backs. Im just stressing because i have a little one, and a mortgage. My hubby couldn't afford to pay for me to be out of work. I was looking to leave anyway so the job isn't actually an issue its just how quick it may happen.

Me and my other friend are meeting tomorrow 😊 she's just as shocked as me that we've been cut out. We mentioned going out as a group but she was like no we've already made the plans. Its all so random and out of the blue!

You know when all your issues just come at once? I feel like that today. Sorry guys, i know this is a conception page not me moaning about my life lol

@Kaybobx wow OK last night was a weird night for you then lol!! Possibly was soy at least you're onto the last night.

Oh no, if you 100% believe he would lie to you right now then its not good news at all. I know you want to leave but yeah you definitely didn't want to leave like without having secured something else. Really hope you hear either way soon so you can start prepping. So sorry you're going through this.

Awww thats lovely at least you getting to meet up with one of your friends tomorrow that will be good!! Hopefully your other friend comes around soon and realises how bizarre she is behaving.

And dont be sorry I was sharing outfits earlier whahahaha!! I think its great that we speak about other things because it reminds us that all that we have lives outside of TTC and can't focus on it all the time. The distractions are good. Hope you feel better soon!! If you need to vent at all you are always welcome to do it here 🤗🤗🤗

Aww no @Kaybobx such a worry about your job and how weird about your friend!

Why have I been wide awake since 4:30 grrrr

Morning folks

@Boc86 can you get looking elsewhere? How long have you been there- would you qualify for redundancy? I know it’s not exactly the same but we’ve had this uncertainty through lockdown (husband’s industry has been decimated) and he’s been on a wage cut since March. We’ve made a huge effort to save extra to give us a cushion if the worst happens.

@candycrush2298 awe thank you ❤ yeah its defo good to talk about other things so we don't drive ourselves absolutely bonkers. Just feel like all i do is moan haha.

@NamechangeTTC I've been there 5 years so I will get redundancy but thats only 5 weeks pay. I've been reduced hours and pay since going back from lockdown too so not suprised. Think I'll defo start saving now.

@boc86 4.30am!! Yuck

Managed another 45 mins before getting up for slimming world
Got my half stone award yay
8lb off now think I’ve been there 5 weeks

Oh and I’m FINALLY getting some CM
Cd15
Hoping to ovulate about Wednesday
Collecting my progesterone Tuesday and taking it from about 3-5dpo

@Kaybobx lol no you absolutely do not just moan lol!!!
Saving probably isn't a bad idea. I suppose having a heads up in this sense isn't a bad thing because you can prepare.

@Boc86 well done on losing the weight. Thats great news youre doing soooo well!!!
Very exciting when your body starts showing signs of gearing up to ovulate eeek!!

Ta I’m really into it but this is what happens, I lose 7-10lb then give up 🙈 hope I can carry on as I’m MUCH bigger than my previous pregnancies and I just don’t want to be overweight and pregnant

So exciting isn’t it!! Wiped a few shiny bits of cm this morning and was literally like YESSSSS!

Ladies! I have an important question for you. Do you wash down there straight after sex? I find if I don’t it begins to smell quite bad? Is that normal?

@Elakiya if I have sex at night when in bed, I have a shower in the morning anyway, but I usually use a muslin cloth and just wipe anyway when I clean up any leaks haha!!

I've been up since 9, been to Tesco - omg people are actually panic buying!!! 🙈🙈

Kitchen cleaned, had breakfast and now going to do a wash load! Making tacos for dinner tonight - so excited haha!

Oh and made 2 bottles of chilli infused oil and garlic infused oil! Feeling productive today!

3dpo and trying not to think about it haha!!

@Elakiya i always find myself going to work stinking of sex even after a shower! I think it just leaks throughout the day 😂 i think it smells like chlorine from a swimming pool haha

I always wash with a soapy flannel afterwards, hate the smell lol

@Boc86 you got this one!!! You can do it because you know you doing it for a reason

@Elakiya I usually BD at night and I shower at night so I lay there with the cup in for like 30 minutes and then go shower take the cup out wash out the cup whilst in the shower. But yes even the next day I can still smell it as its still there even the next day 🤣

@ReginaaPhalange wow sounds like you have been so busy!! Good going!!! Well done for not thinking about it.

@candycrush2298 I'll probably start testing at 10dpo so next week? You know I can't resist a test hahah!!!

Hope you have a lovely lunch with your friend

Thanks ladies, I was really paranoid it was BV. I then went and bought myself some Canesbalance Vaginal gel but it made absolutely no difference.

@Elakiya it's one of my excuses to get out of sex haha! I've got work early in the morning, I'm not going in smelling of sex 😂😂