Honestly i just need a place to vent with people who understand where im coming from.
I am sooo fed up today.
Fed up of having to convince people im not pregnant because ive given up alcohol, fed up of lying about not wanting another child (ds is 10), fed up of people speculating how cute my future baby would be. Fed up of being asked if im trying to get pregnant, fed up of taking opk's, fed up of logging symptoms and periods in apps.
Im just fed up i wish i could switch it all off and have a normal (pre ttc) month. But because i want a 2nd child so bad i cant.
Im fed up 
