Just want AF to arrive so new cycle can begin...

[CaribouCarafe]

AF due in 3 days.

Am sure I'm out this month - negative FRER today and I have the usual PMS acne.

Just want my period to come already so that I can get this useless cycle over with and have a commiseration beer.

Just frustrating as have been taking pre-conception vitamins for months, cut out caffeine, no alcohol during TWW, have DTD every other day, tracked ovulation and with no success.

Anyone else fancy a moan whilst waiting for AF to show up?

@Ughmaybenot yeah it’s really annoying abs know it’s going to come back clear! I’m near top of NHS Hycosy list so going to hope they restart in March and if not, will pay I think. Got my scan and another set of bloods to keep me busy in March.

@Sunbird24 got everything crossed for you hope they’re lovely and sticky 🤞🏻

My RHR looks like vampire teeth and this has given me a little chuckle. Boring graph for 6dpo though!

@LS2020 you’re right! 🧛🏻‍♂️

@Sunbird24 how are you feeling?

I’m 7dpo and so bored this cycle, have zilch symptom wise to go on

I’m only 2dp5dt, nothing really yet except a bit of a dicky tummy tonight, but that could be an overdose of carrot sticks & hummus, who knows? I do have whole stack of cheapy tests so could poas daily for about 2 weeks if necessary!

@Sunbird24 ah so does that mean we’re actually at about the same place in cycle? Or does it have its own set of timings?

When do you test/are you going to test? 😊

@LS2020 I’m 7dpo based on my LH surge, so I reckon if I test in 5 days’ time I may get something...

My official test day from the clinic is 5 Mar, but AF is due on 2 Mar 🤷🏻‍♀️

@Sunbird24 hopefully a nice weekend surprise for you 🤞🏻Is it weird knowing that there’s an embryo inside you?
I always think it’s funny how from about 8dpo I’m always symptom spotting when probably every month but one the eggs probably already gone and disintegrated but I imagine it must be another feeling to know that part has happened at least?

It is quite weird! Three days ago I suddenly became pregnant with twins, but it’s the same as you really, I don’t know if even one has implanted, or if that’s happened whether they’ll grow. I got to my 8 week scan last time before finding out it hadn’t grown, so even if I get a BFP I won’t relax until I see a heartbeat!

@Sunbird24 I’ve got all my fingers crossed for you and hope this is your time - would be lovely if you have two little beans too! ❤️

Are you testing this week too @LS2020?

@Sunbird24 I don’t test now unless AF doesn’t show, can’t deal with the heartbreak each month!

Sounds sensible!

How is everyone? Just got myself stupidly emotional as come home from a walk and there’s been a baby toy dropped outside our front door - feel like now I’m being actively taunted 😂

Ah no @LS2020, maybe it’s a sign of things to follow rather than a taunt?
My BFF sent me a St Anthony card & little medal in the post, so I have said a small prayer for a positive outcome. I’m not terribly religious but willing to try anything.

Thinking of you everyday @Sunbird24 💕
I agree maybe it's a positive sign like @Sunbird24 said @LS2020 🤞🏻

CD7 today and gearing up to start again...this whole process fucking sucks. Feeling very fed up and sad. We started trying March last year, think I'm just struggling with that milestone a bit tonight.

It’s the worst kind of rollercoaster isn’t it? Thinking of you too

@Sunbird24 I don’t have that kind of luck but thank you for thinking positively for me!

@mrswilso a year is a very sucky milestone. I would have been 6 months and it feels so awful to be no further. My RHR has plummeted at 11dpo today so in a mood for that too!

@LS2020 I've been keeping an eye on RHR but I'm not counting on it anymore - I was actually on the second day of a 2bpm dip (assuming it was implantation) when I got my BFP!

I caved, 6dp5dt, BFN.

Oh @Sunbird24 I don't know how it all works but surely that's too soon to be sure? I thought you were a week away from testing?

Oh no @Sunbird24. I have to admit I don’t know how the process works either, but maybe you’ve just tested too soon? Keeping everything crossed for you still x

Yes, AF is due on the first, and I’m supposed to be testing on the fifth. I’m not out yet, just thought at what would be 11dpo i might get a squinter! Ah well, never mind!

@Sunbird24 oh love 😔 it could still be early 🤞🏻

My AF arrived 3 days early again so can’t get my bloods done this month now 😩

@Sunbird24 ah just seen you posted yes it’s super early still ❤️