As the title I'm 40, 41 this year and am TTC number 2. Currently have a beautiful DS aged 14 mths. DH and I really want a second for us and for DS. However I was extremely anxious in pregnancy 1 and am really scared of conception issues,miscarriage or health issues of future child ( we have a FH of difficult pregnancies). Also worried about how I'd cope with 2 under 2, DS high energy and was due to start nursery before lockdown and self isolating has made him extremely clingy towards me. Can I ask for some honest experiences.