Hi everyone! New here! But I’ve been lurking in and out for the last 18 months and reading these forums really make you feel better sometimes so decided to join! It’s been 18 months since we decided to ttc number 2! it does not get any easier seeing the dreaded AF every month, mine started again yesterday and of course I spent the first few hours saying to myself it’s implantation bleeding even tho deep down I new I was out! Can’t help myself symptom spotting every month even after having a stern word with myself not to do it again 😩 just hoping to hear from other people ttc number 2? Also find it really hard to speak about it to other people in real life as I feel like I shouldn’t be sad about it not happening because I already have my lovely son! So this month I’ve ordered a bbt and some conceive plus and we’re back at it again, we’ve been using opks! Sorry for long rambling post, just needed to get a vent out somewhere, my OH tries to understand but it just isn’t a big deal to him because if he was anymore laidback he would live lying down 😂