Opinions on this test please!!!

[49louise96]

Hi, me and BF had a slip up on 11th April (cycle day 15). Cycles are all over the place. Some months they are 28 days next 35!!?!?

Anyway, had some cramping and headaches around 17/18th and now boobs are really sore. Period is expected this week (today) but with my cycles it could come whenever... decided to take a test but got a colourless line? In some lights the edges look slightly pink, and in others they look white. I can’t add a photo because I am new but want your opinions.

Hoping I am pregnant as had an abortion previously and was the worst mistake of my life. Feel like I am ready to be a mommy now!! Please don’t judge for the abortion... already hate myself.

If it hasn't got colour it's not positive. If it is positive, take one in a day or 2 and it'll be clear

Don’t hate yourself for an abortion. We do what’s right for us in that time. You feel ready for baby now, and you didn’t before. Xx

Ive bought 2 clear blue tests to take if AF doesn’t arrive as these are what I used last time.

Thanks. It was right at the time, but still feel tremendous guilt.