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Is it all in my head? (And intro to me)

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Leanne0215 · 21/04/2020 17:01

Hello, I'm new to this page so please go easy on me.
I'm Leanne, I'm 29 and been TTC for almost 9 years (2 different partners, at different times obviously lol). About 6 years ago after numerous tests, I was diagnosed with endometriosis, but apart from that, nothing is stopping me from getting pregnant that they could find. Been with current partner over 3 years, neither of us had any children and we have never full on TTC as before it didnt do good with mental health and OH didnt want me getting like that, but we have never not tried either.

Right now I've got past the boring stuff about me, I will tell you what's going on right now.

So, basically, I am now days late. AF was due on the 8th. Due to my endo, I have missed full months before and my cycles can be all over the place but I'd say the last time I actually missed a month was over a year ago.

No I haven't tested yet, as we dont want to get hopes up too much but have agreed we shall test on Friday if AF dont show by then. We are both off Friday so I have a full day to come to terms with whatever the result will be! (Plus we both work in a shop and Thursday night will be the only time we can pick up a test without any work colleagues seeing).

Here's my symptoms and I also have reasons as to why I could be getting them too, I've questioned myself so much recently. (sorry if TMI)..
• slight spotting (was more like old blood and the probably a little bit no bigger than a pea in my underwear, nothing on toilet paper)
• sooo tired
• I'm really (sorry) wet. Like I keep thinking I've come on yet it's more like I've wet myself (defo havent haha)
• nausea and really watery mouth like I'm going to throw up
• I did have really sore boobs where they felt bruised but now it's just my nipples that are sore
• I literally cannot stand the smell or taste of chocolate, and chocolate is usually my biggest downfall of all time but no easter eggs for me this year!!!
• and obviously NO AF!!!

I'm so sorry for the long winded post and I appreciate anyone who is still here after it haha. Is it just my symptoms and no af that's playing with my mind? Could it just be the stress and worry of what's happening around the world right now that's on my mind causing my body to act like it is? And wow can I ramble on Haha. Thanks everyone 😊

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2020wish · 24/04/2020 14:09

Sorry to hear :( x

cookielove · 24/04/2020 14:44

Oh this is so sad! Sorry to read this xx

Leanne0215 · 24/04/2020 18:13

Is effected my oh more than he is letting on too. Hes always been one of those 'itll happen when it happens' kind of people but I've caught him crying twice now. I just feel like such a let down and failure. There's so much bad news in our families at the minute and this would have been the perfect thing to cheer everyone up and give everyone that push. For 9 years I've wanted nothing more than to be a mummy and after this, I know for certain it wont ever happen. Even had a mini breakdown at work today when a customer came in with her newborn baby (bit stupid considering what's happening at the moment but shes not the first). I really did think this was our time 😭😭😭

And I have a bottle of prosecco for tonight, we actually brought it for oh's mum and dad when we delivered them the news they've long been waiting for 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔

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cookielove · 24/04/2020 19:43

When was the last time you dtd? Maybe you ovulated late and its to early to test!?

Leanne0215 · 24/04/2020 20:21

Erm we probably do it every like 2-3 days, it depends on how our day at work has been haha... I just dont think it's meant to be xxx

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ShinyBadger · 25/04/2020 17:15

Leanne I’m sorry to read this, I was thinking about you and only hoping it would be for you. 💐

LAG1986 · 25/04/2020 19:03

@Leanne0215 dont give up hope. Try and relax, I know its difficult. Enjoy ttc regarly and keep a nice healthy diet. See what happens. Xx

cookielove · 26/04/2020 06:54

So there is a chance you may have ovulated later?

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