Morning everyone!
I’m here feeling extremely deflated and confused.
Let me fill you in.. I’m 29 and ttc first baby since coming off my pill in March 2019. My periods didn’t start again until June and from then until October I had 32 day cycles.
In September I had my first chemical pregnancy and had a one day bleed on day 38. I then started tracking ovulation.
Oct ovulated day 19, period started day 31. Faint lines on day of period.
November - ov day 22, had pregnancy symptoms and positive tests. Followed by a bleed on day 38.
December - ov day 22, positive tests and symptoms, af came day 35.
January - ov day 20, spotting 9 dpo and af came cd 31 (11dpo). Faint positives on day of bleed.
February - ov day 19, af came 2 days ago on cd 29 (10dpo). Blood is red and I’d say about medium flow. Very faint positives today.
Could I be implanting with a heavy bleed this month? Seems unlikely and I think it’s af but why so early again?
I went to the drs yday and they have taken some bloods, need to go back on cd 28 for the progesterone bloods. DH has had his tests and all is good.
Every month is another stab to the heart and I am losing hope rapidly. Why is my body playing tricks on me? It’s like the little beans don’t want to stick :(
In the week up to af the last few months, my boobs absolutely kill and I have dizziness and nausea. And each month it feels like pregnancy symptoms but now I don’t know if it’s my new normal af symptoms
Thanks for reading. Any help would be amazing xx