New thread for the crazy gang part 2!

[Ellsbells112]

Well since we are at the tail end!!

@Beau2020x @quiffy @Symptomspotter86 @BFP2020 @ange211

@Mumofboys17 no I think its from the pain, they aren't normally this bad and it's just making me nauseous 🤢 maybe it's from flying through different time zones ✈️🤷‍♀️

I know right it's so weird I'll even try to help it along but nothing works haha just can't finish! Xx

@katie1109 I'm sorry I don't see anything 🤗 you should do a first response so you know for sure x

Thanks girls x I will try not to test anymore unless af does not arrive by Sunday evening.
Last 2 cycles were both 27 days and af arrived on CD28 and now my average cycle is 27 days not 28 x
I'm CD28 today, normally day before af I've got terrible cramps. My af always arrives on time, the only time it was late was when I did get pregnant and had a MC. Ovia is screaming at me to test, because my af didn't arrive today yet as Ovia predicted it. Other apps say tomorrow x I don't feel like af is on the way, but that's probably because I don't want to x

@katie1109 if your af is due today I say use a first response it will tell truth whereas the ineternet cheapies aren't strong at a x

Question, anyone ever just have one sore nipple? Why does that happen? Obviously it's to do with ovulation as I'm only 5dpo but why does only one hurt? Lol weird

@Katie1109 I'm really not sure, I couldn't say for certain but I agree with @Ange211 I think I can see something.... 🤞🏻 xx

@Ellsbells112 I sometimes get one itchy nip 🤷🏼‍♀️😂 probs not relevant though haha!

I felt a bit shit myself lately, so went and splurged on some tickets to see My Chemical Romance yesterday in June, the 14 year old emo teenager in me is ecstatic 😂😂 decided I need some things to look forward to this year else I'll lose my mind!!

FW starts next week 😬 already pre warned DH absolutely no hanky lanky now until the OPK says so 😉😂😂

Lanky?! Definitely meant hanky panky 😂😂

@Mumofboys17 😂😂😂 Ahhh I used to love a bit of my chemical romance!! That will be wicked 😁

@Ellsbells112 I like your taste!! 😉😍 I did see them about 14 years ago (god that makes me feel old!) so there was no way I was going to miss them coming back!
I was actually about 20 weeks pregnant with DS when I went to see Ed Sheeran haha, maybe it's a good omen of things to come 😬🤞🏻 xx

Thank you girls x I decided not to test anymore...or at least I'll do my best not to!
Family visiting over the weekend so I'll do my best to enjoy it. If af arrives so be it, I'll have another reason to get drunk. If it does not, then it might be my last drinking session!
I'm trying to stay positive, but I think I'm just lying to myself to stop myself breaking down completely.

@Mumofboys17 ohhh fingers crossed!! Love Ed Sheeran too, how is he live? I never go to concerts! My sister just went to see Elton John she said it was amazing I think this is his last ever tour though. She saw him in Oz.
I'd love to see Tina Turner!! Lol xx

@Ellsbells112 he was amazing!!! Deffo recommend. Pleased I've seen him now as I'm not sure I could go through the stress of trying to get Ed tickets again! Saying that MCR was just as busy as well! I was shaking from the adrenaline (can you tell I don't get out much these days..... 🙃😂😂😂)

@Katie1109 that sounds like a good idea. I know it's easier said than done but try and stay positive. It WILL happen for you eventually xxx

@katie1109 ahh I hope you enjoy your weekend. Its really shit tbh every day I think I'm out and I'm getting so down about it too, can't help but think there's an issue with me. You do it at the right time every month and nothing. Its mind boggling tbh

@Mumofboys17 😂😂😂 cool I'll try see him one day. In the mean time I have a jungle weekend in Amsterdam coming up 😂 so yasssss time to feel young again xx

Don’t know what I would do without you my ladies x I just feel like such a looser. I’m sitting here staring at tweaked photos of my IC this morning, keep re-tweaking them and thinking I’m seeing things. I have also convinced myself I’m feeling nauseated. I’m pathetic 😭

@Katie1109 you are NOT a looser!!! I'm so sorry you are feeling like this! You and me, we got this next cycle 💪🏼💪🏼

I'm off to Manchester to celebrate OHs 30th tonight. I suppose I can get absolutely legless now that I have a BFN 😂 looking on the bright side and all that! Hope you all have a good weekend 💕

@Katie1109 you are not! It is normal. It is such a stressful time and so hard when it is out of our control and we have no idea what our bodies are doing. Also your hormones are probably all over the place if it is before AF or a BfP so it will play with your mind too. Sending you hugs.

My weird cramps have gone today. No other signs though and no sore boobs so I am sure I am out this month. 9DPO so will test Sunday or Monday (who am I kidding it will probably be tomorrow lol)

Thank you x
Usually 1-2 days before af I am popping painkillers like candy because cramps are quite strong. Today I feel nothing but on and off slight pulling on left side, similar to ovulation pain and no usual pre-af backache. I just wish I could speed up the time until tomorrow to see if af arrives.

so i went got some @Quiffy i know you said you take up to ovulation but when do u start using again ?
is primrose oil the same as well ?
sorry for all question

Yup I normally know I'm definitely out like 3 days before af because I PMS like a bitch. The world is against me and God normally I can take it but couple that with wanting a baby and everyone around me is collateral damage lol ffs
I dunno trying for a baby isn't enjoyable, maybe for some people but not me lol (and not for you guys) I can't help but think of the abortion I had every single day @Beau2020x like you I am the same. Its so hard to force it out of my head when the thought comes it's strong. I've fucked myself I can't get pregnant anymore because of what I did. Mehhhh it's really shit 🙄 but I guess here we are. We are gonna cry every single month and feel like shit every single month that af comes or its a bfn. That feeling isn't going to stop unfortunately. The hours of searching Google during the 2ww desperate for a sign that you're pregnant 😣 it's depressing.
But we have each other!!! Thank FUCK for you lot because I swear I would have gone insane already if I couldn't message you my ramblings!! Hahaha ❤️❤️❤️ love you guys

When we get our bfps, because we WILL GET OUR BFPS!!! They are going to be SO special, compared to people who fall the first month (I mean I fell in 2 with my son same thing) and they don't appreciate it. I certainly did not appreciate it how I would now!!

@Mrslane2019 take the evening primrose oil from the start of your period, first day. I think it's the same for agnus castus but you stop both the day of suspected ovulation. I've actually got agnus castus myself but I don't want it to mess up my cycles lol

@ellsbell112 thank you i’m willing to give anything ago
do you get your other half to try anything ?

@Katie1109 hope you’re coping as much as you can. Hopefully af keeps away and it will be a weekend of celebration xx

@Mrslane2019 I started both cd1 and took up to ovulation date :) 🤞🤞

@Symptomspotter86 ahhh really hope you get a bfp

@Mumofboys17 @ellsbells112 ahhhhhhhh I love MCR. So jealous! I only got to see them once when they supported Taking Back Sunday. They had people handing out mini disc promos for I’m Not Okay (that feels like an age ago 😭). Cannot beat a great bit of emo 😻😻

@Beau2020x have a fabulous time with OH ❤️❤️

@BntTowers sorry for your loss ❤️

@Mrslane2019 I give him a zinc and a cq10 supplement everyday, which I also take and I take folate, folic acid(might be overkill), multivitamin, cod liver oil and vitamin d. I take evening primrose oil only. Up till ovulation x

@Mrslane2019 how big are your evening primrose tablets? I had Tesco's own and had to give them up as they were too big and I kept choking on them 😂😂 I'm only taking folic acid at the moment. Have to say the 2 days I did manage to get primrose oil down me I did notice an increase of cm within the first day! And that lasted about 4 days (2 consecutive days of taking the tablet)

@Quiffy were we just destined to be friends???! 😍😂😂 taking back Sunday, that's some proper emo culture right there!! Never saw them, I've seen MCR, Mindless self Indulgence, from first to last, we are the ocean, lost prophets (before the dirty pedo scandal obvs) kids in glass houses, enter shikari.... I could go on 🙃

@Ellsbells112 lovely message ❤️ I'm so grateful for this thread too!! Think I talk to you lot more than my real life friends 😬😂😂 xx

@Beau2020x hope you have a fab time, you deserve it!!! ❤️❤️❤️

@Mumofboys17 yes!!! Love so many of them. TBS and Funeral for a Friend were my absolute fav. Was absolutely gutted about Lost Prophets used to adore that scabby nonce. Now I can’t even listen to the songs I love! Did you get tickets for the Green Day/Fall Out Boy tour this summer?

@Quiffy what is it that Agnus castus does? Think I'll get some some next cycle. My lack of DTD means I'm probably out this month.