So so desperate for a baby I think I'll burst! What's your TTC journeys been like?? Do you feel the same??

[Jojowash]

Hey guys 👋🏻

Do you feel this absolute pain and longing??

It’s completely taking over my life!

We’ve had two miscarriages this year! First was at 10 weeks and second 8 weeks but baby stopped growing at 6 weeks. My whole of 2019 I’ve spent pregnant, losing baby, bleeding, waiting for operation, waiting for proper period, waiting for positive test, waiting for ovulation!! It’s just crazy!!

I’m popping supplements left right and centre! All at different times of day! I’m using first morning wee to check for ovulation, if not ovulation for FSH test ( bought on amazon) to see if levels are normal. Supposedly if they are high your not producing eggs like you should, did first today, next one in 7 days and then 7 days again. I have home progesterone test on Friday, which has to be 7 days after ovulation.

I have blood tests on 2nd December and then waiting to see if period comes on 6th December!

It’s a whirlwind of reminders but I feel if I’m not doing those things I’m going to go crazy!

What’s your TTC journey been like so far?
When’s your next AF due?

I’m 40 had two boys 2003 and 2005 with no problems!

Goodness, what a horrible year you've had. Huge hugs to you. Fingers crossed next year is your year.
I came off the pill in January and have spent the year trying to get my cycles down. I'm 34. Used OPKs since May and got a pos to each then period 12days later. Waited 74 days for a period, then 54, then 40, 40, 37 (hurrah I hear you call)... currently day 61, multiply positive OPKs but no positive pregnancy tests 😌 I feel fat, bloated, uncomfortable and yuk. My IBS is the awful too. Got until next Wednesday to get the results of my bloods taken the other week. I hope hope hope I get referred for a scan. In the meantime I suffer hear the pregnancy announcements from others

My days that sounds exhausting.

I had the coil removed earlier this year. It was my 1st time TTC and made myself mad with testing etc. OPKs just did not work for me, there was NEVER a strong second line. It made me think there was something wrong with me. I bought the clear blue advanced fertility moniter and it made everything so much simpler.