Weird cycle

[Rhubarbe]

I’m having a weird cycle. Typically, it’s the cycle I haven’t temped so I don’t have those clues to help.
We’re TTC #1, this is cycle 6. I usually have a 33 day cycle and ov around day 18.
I didn’t have much EWCM around predicted ov date (but I find it often disappears when we DTD). Have had a couple of tiny bits around CD22-24 but nowhere near what I usually get at ovulation.
I’m now CD36, and feel kind of ‘heavy’, as if AF is coming, but for the past 2-3 days I’ve had buckets of EWCM. I know some people get this before AF but I don’t usually.
Any thoughts as to what might be going on? Really don’t want to even think I could be PG - I had a BFP in a dream the other night and was so upset when I woke up and realised!

How confusing! My thoughts are some women get random ewcm during the tww. Or perhaps you didn't ovulate earlier and your body is gearing up for ovulation now? I would dtd today just in case!

Hope your next cycle is clearer (if you don't get BFP)!

I think you might be right and perhaps I didn’t ovulate at my usually time for some reason Thanks