Feeling really anxious

[LosingtheTTCplot]

Hi Ladies.

Sorry for the possible long one.

I got the 2 below yesterday at 11dpo, one with FMU and the FRER in the afternoon.

I resisted testing this morning so to see some progression... hopefully. AF according to apps due either today or tomorrow but my last cycle was 25 days so could be as late as Tuesday or more.

I had a chemical at the beginning of August and 2 false BFPs at the end of August.

I want to test tomorrow (13dpo) but I feel so scared that it will be negative or that I’ll have another chemical or that my tests are false positives.

Any words of wisdom as I’ll be honest I’m feeling really emotional and think another month of something not positive will break me (I don’t mean to cause offence to those who have been trying to conceive long term - 3 cycles is an extremely short time to try I know that).

Is that first picture a Superdrug test?

I can't see something, although super faint. I'd say you were more like 9dpo.

What are you testing with tomorrow?

It's really hard this TTC business. You get years of DON'T GO NEAR THE PENIS YOU'LL GET PREGNANT, then you start trying to get pregnant and turns out it's way harder.

Let us know how you get on tomorrow.

@MamaPeas thanks for your message.

First one is a Lloyd’s early result 10miu.

I missed my surge on OPK on the 8th but think I OV on the 9th as had OV pains. Maybe it just took a while to implant. Who knows! It’s all very complicated this TTC malarkey!

Testing with an FRER tomorrow

Fingers crossed for tomorrow's FRER @LosingtheTTCplot Xx

I can see a line on your first test! Does it have pink colouring? Really sending you best of luck for your test tomorrow 🤞🏼 xxx

@MamaPeas thanks. Will keep you posted.

@pottypotamus yes pink and came up straight away. I think the FRER is fainter as had about a million wees during the day and was only about a 3 hr hold.

@MamaPeas I didn’t test this morning as had some brown spotting, looks like AF will be on her way today.

I'm sorry @LosingtheTTCplot sending hugs. X

@MamaPeas thank you.

At least I didn’t waste an FRER this morning.

Not going to track cycle or do OPKS or look at forums this cycle. Need a more relaxed approach