Driving myself insane!

[amysara24]

So I’m 6DPO. I’ve been having that “popping ovaries” feeling all day so thought my ovulation was maybe out of whack.. this evening I’ve had some light bleeding.
I’m driving myself insane, but is it likely AF has decided to visit early? ☹️ Devastated if so!

Could be implantation at 6dpo.

@Michellebops thanks - google told me something similar but I don’t know. I think at this stage I’ve lost all hope and am always going to assume the worst!

When are you hoping to test @amysara24? Why's AF due?

@MamaPeas I’m due around the 30th sept, don’t know when to test my head is all over the place with it.. maybe over the weekend🤞🏽

How are you feeling today @amysara24, you might see something tomorrow but I think Monday is more likely. I'd test with a FRER if you test early, you get a better line if there is anything to see

@MamaPeas thanks for checking in I’m going to try tomorrow morning but like you said realistically Monday would be the best indicator. Feeling quite deflated, and very nervous at the idea of looking down at another negative test. Got my appointment letter through today for subfertility clinic which (although it’s good to have the appointment) has made me feel a bit emotional

I have everything crossed for you @amysara24 You're allowed to feel a bit deflated about the letter and the clinic. Even if it's ultimately a good thing it's hard when we have an idea of how thing go and they don't quite fit that path. X

@MamaPeas it’s exactly that. I spent so long using contraception to avoid unplanned pregnancy, and now when I’m desperately ready it seems impossible

@amysara24 do you know my friends and I have said the same. You spend the best part of your late teens/20s trying to have fun & avoid getting pregnant, only to spend your 30s and early 40s in my case trying to get pregnant.

Honestly I didn't know until last year how bloody difficult it actually was!

Good luck with your testing ❤️

@Michellebops it’s so frustrating isn’t it! So this was this mornings test. I’ve got FRER for tomorrow, but I’m so nervous! X

I can see a line @amysara24

@MamaPeas it’s just so faint.. I’m second guessing everything at this stage. Hopefully I’ll know more tomorrow x

Some people don't get dark lines on the ic. They are cheap for a reason.

Good luck with the frer tomorrow ❤️

BFN ☹️☹️ I could just cry

Oh @amysara24 I'm so sorry. Huge hug.

Is that definitely a negative? I think I can see the start of a pink line, at the top?

@mamabearthius I thought that but have convinced myself I’m just seeing what I want and that there’s nothing there. So deflated

This is me, every month too =( sucks doesn't it. You're not due till the 30th though! I'm sure I can see some pink on there

I know, there’s still time. I’ll just wait til the end of the week and try then, and hope I don’t see AF! God it’s emotionally exhausting

It sure is. I ovulated yesterday so I'm in the "of couse i won't test until I'm late" mindset. I know it's BS and I'll be testing in a week

You're still only 10dpo Hun. Don't give up hope yet wait a day or two and test again if I was you ... x

Thanks everyone. I’ll try again in a few days to be sure, just feel very deflated!

How did you get on OP?

@MamaBearThius still no BFP, but AF is now 2 days late. Not getting my hopes up though! Have an appointment with sub fertility on Thursday so if there’s anything there I’m sure they’ll pick it up on ultrasound. Thanks for checking in 💗

Got everything crossed for you