Hey all lovely lady's here, how do u actually bear not getting bfp for so long..
I want to cry, I'm after finding out friend of mine is pregnant with her 3rd, I'm happy for her, but I don't know how to overcome myself. We are trying for nearly 2 years now and it's not happening. I don't want anyone to find out we ate TTC as it would make things so much harder for me, I hate all the questions about... Well any baby plans yet? 
