I'm turning 35 September. Had cancer in my late teens early 20's and had to have a hysterectomy so I have no womb however because I was so young they left my ovaries in . one thing I always wanted to be is a mother. I just dont know where to start. My sister was going to be my surrogate but on her second and last pregnancy which resulted in me becoming an Auntie to a gorgeous bubba it got bad real bad and now cant ask her. I just want to be a mum but I dont know where to turn as everywhere needs payment before I can even talk to people who have been through something similar. Hope someone can help.