I didn't really know where to turn to, i think i just need to let some things out. 😠(im really p**sed off tonight and really down)
I had a mmc earlier this year it was the worst time of my life, tonight im really struggling more than ever. My friend just found out she is pregnant and doesn't even want another child and is considering every option going this is the sexond friend in the last few months yet im sat here struggling to conceive at all and they want my support to help them get through an abortion!!
Ive never come to terms with loosing my baby i dont think and ive been trying to conceive since but every month that passes now i loose faith a little bit more every time. Nobody seems to understand why i feel the way i do after so long has passed but soon i would be due and that feeling just kills me every day i get closer to it.