Driving myself crazy this month!

[lankyliscuits]

So we've been TTC since August but took a break January to March because I'd started a new job, was so chilled and told myself I'd continue to be when we started trying again this month... Yeah, that hasn't happened 😂 my typical cycle length is 27 days, I'm on day 25 which is typically the day I'll start spotting before I have what I consider a proper bleed! I just don't feel like I'm going to spot/meet AF anytime soon but didn't a pregnancy test yesterday which came back definitely BFN, it wasn't FMU though I was just bloody watching live pregnancy tests on YouTube & got the urge 👀 I told myself I won't test again until if I get to day 29/30 (Friday/Saturday) because my longest cycle has been 29 today. I don't have a specific question really I just hate this TWW and also that I told myself I'd be chill and clearly I'm not 😅

Did* a PT...

Ha you're not alone. This is my first cycle (not my first pregnancy though) and I said I'll be totally relaxed....cue obsessively googling every symptom and peeing on sticks every day for the past month - if not an OPK and pregnancy test. I feel crazy!

Why does it make us this way 🤣 as the day has gone on I've had some PMS type symptoms so expected to have started spotting but still haven't! TMI, but my CM is almost like it is around the time of ovulation and its not usually when I'm just about to come on... That could mean something or nothing!