This is just a post to vent my frustrations at the complicated journey that is TTC! I was so naive going in to this whole thing expecting it to take a couple months because you spend your life thinking a boy looking at you could get you pregnant and I know it is still early days but 8 months of BFNs is taking its toll and my cycle is so all over the place!
I had my implant removed at the start of August then had cycles from September that are: 25 days, 25 days, 31 (the excitement crept in a lot when AF was 5 days late!), 26 Days, 39 days (again with the excitement then excruciating dissppointment!), 22 Days (had peak ovulation confirmed on clear blue on CD15 so though it was implantation but then bang, her she is!)
I am on CD35 this month and got a flashing smiley CD13 to CD17 but no peak (and ran out of strips to keep testing!) I had a tiny amount of brown spotting (tmi just on the tissue a couple of times) Monday and Tuesday so think it must be AF creeping in but nothing today (other than another stark white pregnancy test!)
I am so fed up of it and have never felt so out of tune with my body! I am awaiting blood test results so will go from there! I just wanted to rant but please if anyone has experienced anything similar or can offer advice please let me know!