Ladies please, PLEASE help me :(

[Ironytheoppositeofwrinkly]

Sooooo I know none of you are doctors, but I need help with what is most likely going on. I have a suspiciously strong bfp, considering I'm only supposed to be at the most 12dpo.
Attached are pictures of the bfp, and my charts from the last 2 months. I had an EXTREMELY heavy period last month, but I don't see how my test can be this strong, this soon. Please help me until I can get to the doctors on Monday.

Impatient bump :(

I got my bfp on a frer last Sunday that looked exactly like yours at 12dpo.

Hi @Ironytheoppositeofwrinkly - it's very possible to get a strong result this early on the type of pregnancy test you've used. FRERs are really sensitive. Not to panic you completely, but very occasionally, a strong result is due to twins.

Are you okay? Do you WANT to be pregnant?

I'm not really okay. My daughter was stillborn on boxing day last year, and I'm fucking petrified if I'm honest. Feel incredibly guilty too :(
I have to see my obstetric consultant on Wednesday for her post mortem results and he's going to be so annoyed by this as he told me to wait 6 months.

What a nightmare you've been through. No wonder you're terrified. You poor thing, and I'm so very sorry for the loss of your daughter.

Your consultant won't be angry or annoyed with you. He/she will have advised you to wait to make sure you're in a better place physically and emotionally, and although your body was clearly ready, emotionally, you're not healed yet, which I'm sure is why you're experiencing these feelings of fear and guilt.

Do you have a partner to support you through this?

Yes I do. Although we're now wondering whether it could be a false positive, as the sample tube I used to dip the test is the same one I used for urine tests in my daughters pregnancy, and I'm not sure whether I rinsed it after the last use :(

Do you have more tests? Maybe do another one in the morning, if you can?

I did another 2, one with urine from the original container, one with urine from a fresh container, both the same sample, and the one from the first container is positive, the second one is negative :(

That's really odd - I honestly don't know if an unrinsed sample pot would give you a false positive though.

How would you feel if it was confirmed that you're NOT pregnant?

The uncertainty must be so hard :-(

My sister got a positive test when she wasn't pregnant using the same pot as my pregnant sister had peed in. Yes we are a fanily of poas addicts. I'm sorry you've been through so much. Please let us know how things go.

Just want to say hope you’re okay. Your consultant won’t be angry. They just say to wait for your mental health more than anything x

Oh gosh. What a rollercoaster of emotions.

However this turns out, you will get through this. Wishing all the absolute best to you.

Sorry ladies, unfortunately it was definitely due to me being an absolute slattern and not washing my piss pot :(
2 more negatives this morning.

I'm so sorry op

@Ironytheoppositeofwrinkly 💐

Thank you. To be honest, whilst I'd have been thrilled in a way to be pregnant, it's not the best time as I start a new job in a week, so we're putting ttc on hold for a few months. Thanks so much for the supportive comments though, you've all helped so much.