the struggle

[luby89k]

Hi,

First time posting but i’m just a super sad panda.

Been trying to conceive for well over 2 years now. Problem with dh and a varicocele. Everything has got on top of me today because his best friend had a baby just this morning and it’s like our 10th friend in the past 6 months. I’m feeling super sorry for myself and don’t want to tell him by stressing him out so feel very alone. People are in a worst situation than me i 100% get that. So i’m sorry if you are. i just feel very alone amongst a sea of highly fertile friends.

Sorry if this is the wrong place for it. Just feeling so low.

Wondered if anyone had a nice success story to cheer me up :)

Thanks guys xxxx

Hi @luby89k I'm sorry I can't cheer you up with a success story but just wanted to offer a hug. I'm in the same shit boat. Again as you said, I know there are people in a much worse situation than myself, but it's the people in my life who seem to be breeding like rabbits recently that make it harder. Feels like a kick in the empty womb every time I hear another bloody announcement.

Definitely understand feeling alone, out of choice I haven't told friends or family about ttc but there really are some lovely people here on MN to chat with!

@willowjasmine thanks it means a lot. i also haven’t told anybody. at least we can be in the same shit boat together :) lots of love and baby luck to the both of us xxx