Hi,
I'm a serial lurker in general after taking time off MN - long standing MNers might remember me from a few years back but this is my first post in a while.
Ok...backstory...DH and I started TTC#2 in October 2007 when DD was 18months old... fast forward a little over 11years later... 9 MCs under my belt and 2 years since last actively "trying"... DH and I have had some major relationship upheavals in the last 2 years so TTC wasn't really a reasonable idea... all is back on track in a big way and obviously given the topic we've DTD although without the intent of getting upduffed...
So back to my actual reason to post... I use a period tracker as a habit more than anything and generally my cycles are 29-30 days over the last year or so although previous tracking efforts have been a bit hit and miss... I'm now very rarely late unless for the obvious reason 
So I was due on 4 days ago and don't feel particularly period-y.
I am definitely more tired than usual, achey boobs, and slightly queasy feeling in the back of my throat.
I know I should just bite the bullet and test but I'm a bit scared of the potential BFP and anxiety that it will inevitably be MC number 10...
not to mention I haven't got a test yet and won't be able to get one till at least tomorrow night!!
I'm looking for a bit of chat about symptoms, your stories, am I/aren't I etc anyone up for that?