Why are our bodies so cruel to us?!

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So I'm CD 27. Due on tomorrow. Crampy abdo granted BUT my bbs are genuinely pulsating. They feel bigger, tingly and sore to the touch. Held my wee for five hours and just done a FRER. BFN. Feel prepared in a weird way for AF but at the same time wonder why our bodies trick us into thinking. Feel v hormonal about it all!!

Sometimes BFPs are late...
I know what you mean before my AF I was having cramps, boobs were sensitive and I had to stop during Christmas shopping because I was so nauseous!
I have posted before about feeling like my body is my worst enemy in this TTC thing, not only not giving me what I want but also tricking me. Even my AF was completely different to usual just to mess with my head a little more.
I didn't fully believe the symptoms could be entirely psychosomatic but my AF finished yesterday I haven't even ovulated yet and I am already getting cramps, felt nauseous and am considering a HPT just incase the period wasn't real (it was real...I am just crazy!)
Good luck I hope that your AF doesn't show up and that second line comes instead fx

It's such a hard journey isn't it. I need to change my mindset but it's starting to all take its toll. Thank you for your wishes x