So excited but so scared

[blueskysnowdays]

Basically looking for some words of wisdom! Currently have 1 DD who is 2, we are TTC after Christmas and have my app to remove my implant... we've planned this for months and Iv been so excited but now it's getting nearer I'm SO scared! My DD has started sleeping in finally and life seems perfect! Am I really ready for it all to turn upside down again not to mention I'm so scared about TTC, then miscarriage still birth etc..... after a bleed with first DD reduced movement, induction & severe PPH. I think I just need some encouragement from mums of 2.

Hi!
I think it's completely normal to have those feelings. I have 2 children , one is 6 and the other 18 months. I had a bigger age Gap so obviously a bit different . My eldest was so independent when dd2 came along so it did feel like omg I've gone back to madness 😂😂 but you'd be surprised how it just feels normal again and they slot right into your life .
we're now currently ttc #3! So potentially have a 2 year 3 month gap if we've been lucky this month. I've felt so excited but I'm also really scared how I'll cope and also starting to feel guilty because the little one is still so little !
Not much help I'm sure, but it's definitely normal to feel that way.