Freaking out a bit.

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Just got 2 BFPS about an hour ago and I'm in shock. A hot sweaty mess.

Only started TTC on our honeymoon 3 weeks ago, and as I have pcos (and thought it would take ages) I've not really given it much thought.

Things that are irrationally racing through my head right now...
We live in a one bed flat.
I have no idea what my work maternity package is (just checked and it's 18 weeks full pay, 21 weeks statutory, is that good bad or average?).
I've been drinking 😬
I haven't taken a single vitamin or looked after myself.

I realise it such early days it's ridiculous to be panicking...I just really didn't expect this so soon.

I'm very very happy just feeling completely clueless and underprepared.

I don't know many mothers to be who don't feel this way at first planned or not planned its one thing trying for a baby but its another when your actually responsible for another life. just breathe itll all fall into place :D massive congrats!

18 weeks full pay is amazing and way, way. Way above average. (For context I’m a teacher and we get 6 weeks full pay).

Congratulations

Thank you so much @OneLuckyMama and @PotteringAlong

That's a relief 😅 I'm very fond of my employer right about now!

Just counting down the minutes til DH gets home now...