I just need to rant as I don't think dh gets how frustrating this is.
Last month I though there was a possibility I was pg, lots of symptoms (nausea, metallic taste, heartburn, sore boobs at the wrong time of the month, random cramping) but low and behold it was not meant to be.
Af was a few days late, you know, to really mess with my head, but it was also really weird. Started slowly with a few days of pink when wiping, then went brown, but still not much. Finally after about 4-5 days the red appeared and all in all I think it lasted 7 days.
Now ever since af returned after dd (3.5 years ago) they have been exactly the same every month. Within 12 hours it ramps up, is pretty heavy for 4 days and then done.
Now this month I had no inklings about being pg. No symptoms or anything so was expecting normal after. Now after arrived, but it's the same as last time, all weird. Why?! It's so annoying. Why is it your body changes when ttc. Nothing different is really happening as I'm not getting pregnant yet, so why are things changing. I liked my short Af. Yeah the heaviness sucked but it got it over and done with. It's so bloody annoying!!
Rant over.