BFN CD13...give me hope!

[MumOfOne2018]

I sat this every month, but I convinced myself that I was pregnant this month.

I had a BFN CD8 and another BFN this morning. AF is due tomorrow.

I’ve been symptom spotting like crazy which I said I wouldn’t do.
Last week has been odd:
Frequent urination (I’m usually a twice a day kind of girl!)
Dull lower back ache
Shooting pains in my bum (tmi sorry!)
Increased cm (white)
Heavy feeling lower abdomen
A butterfly type feeling on my right
Along with headaches and being a bit moody (but this could be AF showing her ugly head)

Have any of you ladies had a BFN to then get a positive after AF is actually late?
Please give me some hope. I feel pregnant-stupid, I know. I’m setting myself up for disappointment but I can’t shift this feeling.
We’ve already decided that we’re taking a break from trying if we don’t get our positive this month, so maybe that’s why I can’t accept this negative!

Hey Ladies, so Im on cycle day 35 so Im a week late
have done 4 IC tests and all BFN
so heres my situation...
this is my first cycle, I came off the pill early May, had a period 22nd May but cant be sure if that was a real one of a withdrawal bleed.
Based on it being real, Im now 7 days late
Prior to the pill, I was pretty regular and actually sometimes had short cycles and started AF early, never been late before but cant be sure if this is my body struggling to get back into a routine after the pill, or whether its more.....
Ive come off the pill before and never had an issue with cycles but I am 35 now so maybe its an age thing.

Not sure what to think or what to do- any advice?!