Stuck in limbo

[Sleepycat91]

Hey ladies, been ttc #2 for 4 months, had 2 chemicals and a mc, so got pregnant each cycle but cant hold on to a pregnancy. I have a bicorn and had a retained placenta after having my 1st at 34weeks, so womb most likely resembles road kill!
Were on cycle 4, and im 6 days late. BFN when i last tested on tuesday with a frer. I have achey hips, high cm, sore veiny boobs and cervis was completly closed.
I dont think this is going to end well, boob pain is easing off and cervix feels like its starting to open and this feels all to familiar 😭 i was this late this my mc last month but was getting bfp on a frer but they eventually dwindled off to a bfn.
Think i should accept its not this month and go back on the pill for a bit to save my insanity.

Personally I'd stay off the period but not ttc for a few months. I had a mc when I conceived immediately after the pill, I suspect my uterine lining wasn't thick enough, I'd also had retain placenta.

I had the opposite with my first, pregnant in the first week after coming off of the pill. Wish we never left trying for a 2nd so long as just presumed it would be a breeze like it was then. Found out since i have a womb deformity so my boy might of just been sheer luck xx

I have a slight bicorn. uterus. My mum had one that was even more pronounced I think. She had 6 children in the end, and I've had one (also having miscarriages ttc #2) but as far as I'm aware, it shouldn't prevent getting pregnant. It just causes issues when baby is getting bigger depending on how defined the bicorn. is

My son was prem, the most likely cause being the bicorn which resulted in a retained placenta which has caused scarring. Ive done loads of research and if the egg implants on the septum, depending on how bad yours is, can cause a loss. Im loosing very light blood which i can only see when i sweep inside. I dont feel like af is coming. Boob pain has eased off which is 1st sign for me things are going south again. X