Please tell me I'm seeing things!

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Is this a line or am I seeing things!? I literally got them home and peed on one don't even think there was a lot of pee hence the half control line 🙈

I see it!

I see a line too

I see it too x

Oh fuck this is not good news 😔 (I feel bad saying that on the conception board ❤️) but ffs what an idiot I am!!! Argh

Do you have another test you can pee in a cup and use that way? Might be clearer. Sorry it's not the news you want

I see it too. Sorry it isn't the result you wanted.

It's quite faint so I would suggest going for another test, I feel sorry that you could be pregnant it's devastating when you don’t want to have a child

I can see it.

Sorry this isn't good news for you. You're not stupid - it's very brave that you've tested and got a definitive answer.

The line isn't super dark either so you're probably quite early in the pregnancy. That should buy you time to consider your options - and their are options, you do not have to continue with the pregnancy if you don't want to. There is a Pregnancy Choices board on here where you can speak freely or read quietly.

for you.

Thank you for your kind words.

It couldn't be worse. It's my exes. I left him literally the day after we last had sex. What a parting gift he gave me! I cannot keep it I'm too selfish I have a 4 year old and I've just got my life back. I love the life we have together we have so much fun I can't take such a huge step back. I feel physically sick.

I don't know if I should tell him?

I’d take another test before you make any decisions OP

Unless you want to keep the baby don’t tell the ex because he could try and convince you into having the baby when you don’t want it. I would make your mind up first and then only tell your ex if you are keeping it.

The test looks dodgy to me the control line too. Take another before putting yourself under too much stress. Good luck

I'd do another test to confirm although it does look quite positive. It's up to you what you want to do though and it's not selfish at all,
Sounds like you're putting your child first so that's not selfish. Hope you're okay

It doesn't look reliable to me as the control line isn't all there. Take another test tomorrow and try to stay as calm as you can.

I really think you need a more reliable test that a smudge before you panic and/or tell him.

That isn’t the best looking test.

Yes i know. I've taken another one and it's a very faint line. I've ordered a digital one and will go and grab a first response in the morning before I do anything.

The second one if you wanted to see it. It's very faint and the line is pink in rl. It was about 45 minutes and a glass of wine later.

No denying this one!!

Does anyone know if I can self refer to bpas for NHS treatment or do I have to go through my gp?

Do you mean treatment as in a termination? It depends on your area. Try calling your nearest Mary Stopes and see x