Anyone else felt frightened when trying?

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Trying for baby no2 and although I'd like a second child, my stomach is in knots at the thought of another 9 months of pregnany and the thought of 2 to take care of as opposed to 1! I also had PND after DC1 and find myself terrified of having it again with DC2.

Is this fear normal when trying for a baby? My stomach is in knots.
DC1 was unplanned.

Me! DD is almost 5 and we are both very ready for another, but when I think of the 9 months of feeling like crap, then the baby stage again, not to mention the actual bloody labour, I feel terrified. It was the same last time- when I got my BFP it was more ' oh fuck' than 'yay'

I reckon it actually might be worse this time as we know what's coming!