BFP and freaking out! Anyone up?

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We've been TTC #2 for over a year - I've had 1 BFP and 2 suspected chems in that time. Started investigations a fortnight ago and just got a BFP. Husband is away overnight and I am excited/terrified/weepy. I'm so scared i'm going to lose it again and also I had a traumatic birth with #1 so there's all that to deal with as well. I'm really happy but also scared.

Anyone up to hand hold?

This is real, isn't it? It's a lot stronger than the last one I got in March.

That's very real, congratulations.

I had a traumatic birth with my first DD, and an amazingly good one with my second (who is now a snuggly 5 week old). I was so worried about the birth but it couldn't have gone better, I was on a real high afterwards and showering and feeding myself an hour later.

That looks pretty real to me.
How many dpo are you testing?

Thanks! It's 13dpo - was going to wait until 14 but had a vivid dream that I had a baby girl and woke up and couldn't get back to sleep. Congrats on your snuggly baby Gruffalo!

Super real. I'm jealous. Positive thoughts that it goes well

That's very real, congratulations!

Due date 15th May then, a lovely snuggly Spring baby!

I'm lying in bed waiting to get up.
We've had fertility treatment and I'm only 11dpo today but I'm hoping to see a faint positive in the next few days to explain the waves of sickness and cramps I've been getting.

Fingers crossed for everyone hoping for positive tests. It's so tough, this last year has been really difficult. I don't know how I'm going to relax about this pregnancy but will have to take it one day at a time.

Thank you! Even though we've been trying for ages and been tracking ovulation etc I still feel a bit shocked!