All my (adult) life I have been so careful with contraception, so worried about any slips. It seemed so easy, scarily easy to get pregnant. And now? 4 months doing everything right, eating right, no drinking, no smoking, plenty of sleep, conception vitamins (which are huge and taste rank), tracking everything, pissing on no end of sticks to check ovulation and too much time waiting for non existent second lines.
Gwah! I just want to be pregnant!!
Bloody body is gearing up for another period and I feel like pants. 
