go and spend a tenner on just one single Clear Blue Pregnancy Test..??..no sooner had I left the chemist's when I felt the dull backache of AF looming....
AF is due either today or tomorrow ( my cycle seems to be anywhere between 28-30 days these last few months)but I know I'm not pregnant. Didn't stop me stumping up an ill-afforded tenner though did it?
DP and I have been trying for no.4 for over 6 months now and I'm beginning to wonder whether at 36 I've missed my chance..?
I know the sensible thing would be to save that unopened test for next month or at least a month where I'm hopeful, but I also know I'm gonna be peeing on that stick some time today and cringing at the two words...NOT PREGNANT that so cruelly loom...
Rant over - please offer any comments, advice or just a plain ticking off for me being a silly moo.