Back to SQUARE ONE CD1! Anyone want to spend April with me?!

[Tee4me]

So AF got me this afternoon!! Trying not to get down in the dumps (although I just watched 'one born every minute' on catch-up and sobbed!)
Dusting myself off and hoping for better luck in April! A few stats:
Age-33
TTC-5th cycle
DC-1 DS (3.5 years old)
Anyone else at the start of their cycle and trying something new in the hope of a more successful month?!

Oh Radders. I can't imagine what you must be feeling like, I hope you and your partner are ok.

Radders I'm so sorry to hear this. What CD would you be now? It's still more likely for a negative to be wrong than a positive to be wrong? I guess it's a case of watching and waiting, agonising I know! xx

I'm on CD30 ...

It's weird since had negative test I can feel AF like cramps.

Just feel sick and going out now for a takeaway at OHs cousin who's got a little baby.

If I hadn't had positives before maybe I would think it's too early but it's the fact they've gone. The squintiest line ever on FRER which I think might be grey anyway.

It's horrible waiting for the countdown on the clear blue. We were just staring at it.

Don't think it's hit me yet.

Going to do a FRER on FMU tomorrow morning just to confirm

Were your other FRERs FMU? The digi tests are horrible, sorry this is happening. AF officialy late yet? Going out might not feel like the best thing for you, but it will take your mind of all these tests for a while.

Yea they were FMU.

Just want It to happen now so can move on to the next month and start again

I only came off the pill in February and my first cycle was 29 days (so due today) and cycle after that was 26 days (so due Tuesday)
So not sure what it would've done this month... Comparing it to last yes I am.

It links to me not having any other pregnancy symptoms really I think

Ohh sorry radders,crossing fingers that your test tmwr might bear good news. Enjoy your night out ((even though difficult)) and see take one day at a time.

I think from now on it's best to poas only after af is late. It is so devastating, your head would have already geared up for pregnancy

CD12

Really sorry to hear that radders. I had totally assumed things were done and dusted for you. Put your feet up and treat yourself to something nice tonight!!

Oh radders I'm so so sorry. I hope you're alright my love and wish I could give you a big hug.

I hope you are proved wrong. Xxxxxx

Hi January and welcome.

Jod and Footprints I would dtd like crazy, you never know, this might be the real deal with ovulation, only a temp rise can show you have ovulated. I'm not convinced I have this time as no temp rise so I'm going to keep doing OPKs just in case.

Mimi could that be an implantation bleed, worth doing a hpt in a few days just in case.

Radders sorry to hear that, I created my first message ages ago but never sent it so I missed your message. Big hugs.

I'm not going to but any FRER tests, they seem more trouble that they are worth.

Wait 24hrs and see radders. I feel sad for you. Xxxx

Thank you for all the kind messages everyone xxx

Feeling drained and ready for bed.

Will keep you posted xx

Oh radders what a emotional roller coaster this all is. Hope you mange to get some sleep tonight and fingers crossed things are more positive tomorrow.

physics are you doing opks any sign of ovulation yet?

Hi January - no sign of ov yet. Last 2 cycles I ov'd CD 22 and 27! Negative OPk today. I temp and temps holding rock steady this month so far (which hasn't happened before!). Not expecting OV until at least next weekend, but we shall see. I've been taking B6 which is meant to lengthen my LP, which might shorten my FP. We shall see!

Tonight, the DH accused me of trying to turn all of this into a Science project! Even though he's right, I told him I've been waiting for him to be as ready as I am, which means it feels like I've been in this process FOREVER. Made me kinda sad and a bit peeved that he clearly doesn't get it!

I've just done a Cm check and there's browness in there so probably miscarry tomorrow xx

Radders I'm so sorry love I really really hope this isn't the case. Hope you're okay and you've got your oh there to support you xxx

I came across this and thought it might help us....some points are obvious but I forgot others

www.health.com/health/m/gallery/0,,20783012_9,00.html

radders I'm so sorry hunny. I really really am

Thanks sucha - he is here. Pretty upset too but trying to be strong for me I think.
I know it was hardly anything yet but still my little bean that I was making plans for.

I'm not doing any early pregnancy tests ever again

How everyone else is feeling ok xx

Sorry radders 💐 sending massive hugs to you and you dh. Sorry hun.

Still thinking of you radders, hope today is better.
I was cramping all night again up so many times and was all gurgly in my tummy, I was worried about not having any FMU. Now I'm fine.
AF was due in the middle of the night, no show and I've tested this morning, only had IC and digi... BFP

Yay parney wow that's some exciting early morning news. 💐🎉🎊congrats 🎊.

Clear big fat positives .did u do or feel anything different ??

Oh radders I'm so so sorry, be kind to yourself, thinking of you.

Congratulations parney lovely news. How are you feeling? Many symptoms?

physics maybe your cycle is settling down now you temp is holding, fingers crossed for ov soon.

CD25 and nothing to report, just awaiting AF on Wednesday.