All we want for Christmas is our BFP! All aboard the December Bus...

[Celen]

Starting the boarding for the December Bus...

My history if anyone is interested:-

DS1 in October 2012. Started ttc for dc2 last September. Got BFP in the November but MC'd at 5 weeks.
Fast forward to July, got another bfp. Started bleeding on August Bank Holiday weekend and found out we had MMC at 11 weeks. Had ERPC a week later. 5 weeks later after still getting positive hpts, found out the ERPC had been completely unsuccessful and had to have whole bloody procedure again.

Anyway. Now got my first proper period after all the above bullshit and hoping for bfp on or before the 18th December

Celen what a shit time you have had no wonder you are furious. That sounds so hard and frustrating. I really hope your luck changes soon

Sounds promising with the temps queen & kitty fx for you

Sorry celen, it's so frustrating isn't it? Would it be worth moving away from the science till the new year perhaps, give yourself a bit of a break? You could just dtd regularly till then? I was in that position trying after a loss, and that was what I used to do when it was getting too upsetting. Did help me, but we are all different.

celen so sorry you're having a shitty time of it

fx for everyone testing soon. I'm only cd3. Feel like this is going to be the longest cycle in the world! Hopefully Christmas will hep take my mind off of the 2ww. Ha! Who am I kidding, I'll still be symptom spotting like mad!

Celen I hope things get better for you soon ttc can be awful.

So my temps are still high at 20dpo. Took a frer this morning, DP did something really stupid and opened the test. Can see a second line, but whether it has colour or not is hard to tell. I swear bfn, he swears BFP!

Pic Queen? Fingers crossed.

Congrats BFPs - hope everything runs smoothly.

AF due here yesterday but she's been known to mess me around - especially in the last few months. I've just moved and haven't found any sticks to pee on yet. Not feeling especially hopeful, DH was working in another country so we didn't see much of one another!

Hehe queen congrats.try poasing again later tonight.fx fx

I would post a picture but it is almost impossible to see apart from under a light! rest assured I will be peeing on everything I can find until AF arrives!

Good luck chat!

Let's see the stick queen, we can help you decide

Thanks everyone for your kind thoughts. I'm feeling so grumpy today, really feel for DH and DS!!

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Deffo looks grey to me!

Celen you are well within your rights to be feeling totally crappy given everything you have been through. How awful and massive fx that either an egg has snuck its way out with a short LP surge that CB didn't pick up on, or failing that your body will now be back to normal. Fx and hugs for you

Had a wedding to go to yesterday so POA FRER in the morning. Definite BFN just waiting for AF to arrive now, currently CD30, 15dpo (I think)
Queen I would say that 2nd line looks pink! Test again tomorrow morning!

queen I think that's a pink line ! Test tomorrow morning!

Queen id say thats a pink line x

CD 13, positive OPK today.

Deed done.

Let the TWW commence!

Two weeks will feel like forever!

Queen id say that looks like a pink line too! Fingers crossed for you
I've ovulated today and BD so fingers crossed...didn't fit in as much BD ING as we'd hoped before ov but hoping maybe we got lucky. Will be looking to do pg test around 23rd so I'm hoping this will be the month!!
It's so nice to be able to come here and read everyone's experiences and share.
I've been feeling quite emotional about it all recently and it's supporting to know you're not alone.
My thoughts and best wishes are with you all x

Sheep2345 im cd13 too!
2WW stress begins haha

Heydidle what date you testing?
It's mum mums birthday in 19th so tempted to do a FRER then!

Sheep and heydiddle - it only takes once! Fingers crossed!

Surprised you all see pink, I think it looks grey! No clearer in real life though. DP is even more convinced now!

Defo see a pink line queen - good luck!

celen I'm so sorry you're having such a tough time.

Good luck queen, looks like a pink line to me.

My AF is due today and no sign of her. I usually have 3 days of spotting before as well but now, nada. Testing negative still I wish AF would just come so I can just accept what has happened and put it behind me.

Celen that's rotten, boo. I feel for you....can you have some blood tests to check levels. After my ERPC in August and this month's chemical my GP is sending me for bloods next month. I'm old and time is important and like you I feel like we've just been hanging around living with things not being right for 6 months.

It's a bugger of a situation. Fingers crossed for you.

Congrats to the +ve lines!

Fx queen! Af due tomorrow here, and I feel like it's coming, so I'm guessing no joy this month. Oh well, Xmas parties here I come! Good luck for those still waiting.

Thanks again girls for the support

In particular, Gin you have allowed me to hope a little from what you said and Rae, I'm sorry for your loss too - but it's nice to get some understanding from someone who's been there too x

Sorry to hear that AF is coming/come to those already - she's a bitch and no mistake!

queen, any joy this morning? Sheep and heydiddle, I shall join you in testing that week too. If I ignore the CB, then from my ewcm and inner "niggles", I'd say I had ov cramps on Friday, so 3dpo currently.

Well, with AF 2 weeks overdue and having had 2 bfns in those 2 weeks, I poas again this morning and now have my BFP! fx for everyone still to test this month. Xx

That's crazy thewoods!! Post a pic pls? Would that mean you're actually now 6 weeks pregnant?