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[cocothomas1234]

please?

I just replied... But you only waited about an hour between your posts! Please try to stay calm. I know how stressf ttc can be and there's always ladies on here to hand hold. But try to take a few deep breaths and simmer down. Big hugs.

Thanks xx I'm feeling emotional and just stupidly tested again and the line is completely gone :( Not even a smudge?? feel like smashing up the house?? think it's the hormones xx

Your pee will be so diluted at this time of the day that at this early stage of pregnancy it defo wouldn't show up on a test. Best to use first morning urine, as its concentrated from not drinking fluids over night and therefore the HCG hormone that indicates pregnancy is more present.
Honestly, I know how tough it is, but no amount of worrying will change the outcome of this pregnancy.
Statistically you're very likely to have a successful pregnancy so try to stay occupied and trust that your body's got this covered.

Thank you, your messages have really helped. I know I'm being a wuss but I think I'm just scared as I was told I have high-risk HPV 8 months ago and I had abnormal cells in my cervix, they wanted me to do a check up in a year to see if it's progressed and well it's been 8 months now and I'm still not even pregnant let alone passed the 9 months carrying and the 4 months after the birth I have to allow for before I can be checked down there and receive treatment. So it's going to be pushing 2-3 years before I can go back for another check and I didn't want to leave it that long because of the big C. I'm so sick and tired of this. The poor women on here who have been trying for years, my heart so goes out to them. This is fucking awful.