sneaks in very quietly with a huge bag of chocolate treats
Hi ladies. Can I admit to being another lurker?! Can I also admit to reading all 1000 posts? Can I also admit that I read them all whilst on my honeymoon in Mexico? And finally, can I admit that they kept my mind at ease a little?
A bit of background; I'm 28 from the NE of England, I got married in April after being with Mr Tatiepot for 10 years and we decided to start TTC at the start of August. I was put on the mini pill in April/May as I'm being monitored for endometriosis and they thought it would help with my symptoms. I decided to stop taking it at the start of August (about 10 days into a pack) as I just didn't want it in my body anymore, and as of yet have had no withdrawal bleed or AF. I've got a gyno appointment on Wednesday to discuss results of latest ultrasound and see if conception is even possible.
This didn't stop me being convinced I was pregnant whilst on honeymoon. DH and I DTD 3/4 times in the week after coming off the pill, so this coupled with EWCM between DTD#2 and 3 postively certain that I had conceived. For the first week of my honeymoon I had ridiculously sore boobs, was exhausted, boiling (yes I realise I was in Mexico), kept going dizzy and light headed, emotional and had lots of twinges and cramps. Dr Google led me to your previous thread and I kind of felt like I was on the journey with you but I didn't have the courage to make a MN username at the time. With a new start to the thread I thought it was a good opportunity to join.
I got back from honeymoon on Saturday morning and one of the first things I did was POAS...BFN! I was gutted but during my second week I had kind of come to the conclusion it was all just withdrawal symptoms from the mini pill. Why do our bodies do these things to us?! I think I just thought that it would make a good story to say I got pregnant on my first try even with endometriosis but I don't think my journey is going to be so simple. I did order some more pregnancy tests with my Asda order today but they didn't send any, claiming pregnancy tests were unavailable! I'm taking it as a sign that I don't need to retest.
Without having had a period since coming off the pill I have no idea where I am in a cycle but I do think I'm 13dp EWCM (if that can be such a thing). I have lost lots of my initial symptoms which makes me sure it was just pill withdrawal but that's not to say I won't be totally crazily obsessed over any that creep up as I go onwards with this journey.
Now that I've told my (ridiculously long) story, am I welcome in Prty's gang?
PS - if it helps, I had a BBQ at my PIL's house for tea!