Hi.
In the next few months we are going to start to ttc for our 4th and final DC. My DD is 11 and I have 2 DS's who are 7 and 3.
Between DD and DS1, I had a m/c and between DS1 and DS2, I had 2 m/c's. During my 1st pg, I was fairly calm, happy and although I followed the 'rules', I was pretty laid back. With my 2nd pg, I became very focussed on what I shouldn't be doing and drove my DH and my family mad with my stresses on what to eat and what not to. This carried on into my last pg too.
I am so worried that this will start off again. I really want to enjoy my last pregnancy and not spend it worrying over every little thing. My DH wants to paint a few rooms and I have already started stressing. I become worried about eating, chemicals, my 2 cats.
I'm also worried about my age as I am 37 and will be 38 before a baby is born. I know lots of people get pg later these days but it is still causing me concern.
Thanks for listening. X