Hating the waiting

[sprite25]

Just need to vent my frustration! Been TTC since DD was a year old. Since having her my cycle lengths have been all over the place (she's now 19 months) last couple of cycles have been about 31 days
days. Currently on day 34 and no AF, yet BFN when I tested day before yesterday. I use urine ovulation tests and we DTD leading up to and on the day I had a positive for ovulation. I usually get bad cramping a day before I get AF but apart from the odd niggles I've had no sign of AF turning up yet am scared of doing another test to be disappointed. Knowing my body it's just trying to keep me guessing til last minute
minute.

It's so tough, isn't it? I'm waiting for AF to turn up, I'm on cycle 4 TTC #1. I listen to a lot of podcasts and my kindle gets a good workout during the TWW, anything to keep my mind active and thinking about anything other than am I/aren't I. Fingers crossed AF is late for a reason for you and it's just taking a while for your HCG to build up