Trying, I think that sounds pretty good to be honest! As everyone had said, it's impossible not to worry, so no point telling you otherwise. Just try to be rational & say 'all I need is one'. It's all getting so close now!!
Sunny, ahhh of course you're going to be worried as well. I'm almost certain every successful pregnancy on these threads has had spotting though (I've read through them). It unfortunately doesn't seem to indicate anything either way. It's pain and loads of bleeding that are the culprits - and even then people on these threads have birthed their pred babies! Maybe try indulging in things you love? Have some sparkling alcohol free bubbly, safe to eat cheeses, a foot massage? Things that will make you feel relaxed & pampered. At least then you can say you've given your bean a happy environment.
Snoopy - this thread is very enlightening isn't it? Love being a part of it.
One thing I don't understand though... Why does gender matter when testing after a loss?
I've gone and booked an 11:30 scan tomorrow to see what's going on in there. Don't want to make a big deal or give it too much thought. But I suppose I stand a shot of finding out if it's ectopic, blighted ovum, too far behind, or what. I don't want to be a fool & get my hopes up... But its hard to not want to see something when you're doing an ultrasound isn't it? I'm tired of being let down & I just want to avoid that if possible. So keeping expectations firmly low.