thanks for all the positive words ladies 
Feeling a lot more up-beat about things this evening. Really fun evening tonight and will test again in the morning but expecting a negative and it won't bother me as I already know its a negative.
flat ahaha! I could swear you were me!! Haha. Yep, out tonight entertaining clients and lots of colleagues out too so couldnt get away without having a drink. To be honest, I've given up on the not drinking now, I had a large cobra with dinner and really enjoyed it! DP just says "it will happen when the time is right" I don't suppose there is much more he can say. But also I left home on Monday at 7.30am and won't be home again until Thursday at about 9pm so not really any chance of much support from him whilst away. Luckily lots of company tonight and tomorrow and I won't have a second to myself for the next couple of days will at least mean I won't have time to think about things and dwell on them. You're right, this month is worse as I kind of expected things would happen because of the ovulation.
Feel bad for your dh, must be tough for him knowing it hurts so much. P.s. I watched this programme the other day called mega brothels and one of the "workers" there had some kind of cream that she said numbs everything. Maybe have a look... Although it probably won't be sperm friendly? But worth looking into...
chill if I could turn the clocks back to this time last month i would NOT have stopped drinking. It has made this month almost unbearable. When AF arrives tomorrow -Sunday I will be carrying on life as normal until I get a BFP. I always said I wouldn't put life on hold for this and I'm going back to my original plan before I send myself totally do-lally.
To the people using fertility friend maybe try Ovia app, I've found it pretty good and you don't have to pay.
princes yes you're still in with a chance with those dates. Fingers crossed for you.