Could cry with pure frustration..

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Feeling overwhelmingly drained by the past 7 days. The pain I am experiencing in addition to the start/stop spotting is just.. A complete mindf**ck.

I ovulated 14 days ago.. 7dpo started spotting. That was a week ago and since then I've gone from no pain one minute, to excruciating, dropping to your knees pain.
I'm known to have endometriosis so experience some intense pain around ovulation and prior to AF -but never 1week in advance. But this has been just so.. Draining.
I've also gone from full on heavy, clotted bleeding last Thursday to nothing. And then spotting again.

I'm due AF today. But nothing. Just cramping, like a tugging/ pulling sensation.

Anyone else experienced this? And gone onto AF eventually? Or got their BFP? Please... I'm desperate. And tired. And hormonal. Sorry :(

Oh huni, I sympathise with you on the pain front. With both of my dc's I had horrible pain up until week 12 or so, I.was convinced I was losing both of them...Reading into it though, alot of women experience pain in the first few weeks. If the pain continues and you do get your bfp, it's worth getting yourself a scan just to make sure it's not ectopic, I had an early scan with both of mine as they thought they were ectopic because of the pain I was in. Hope it eases for you soon x

Thank you brooke.. I just feel so drained by it all and this place is the best place for having a rant with people that understand..

I just don't know if I am pregnant, I'm just convinced my body hates me... which is so dramatic! Haha
I'm peeing like a racehorse, bloated, headaches for the last week now. Cramping and spotting but nothing substantial... It all sounds like I'm heading towards a BFP but.. I just think my body is messing with my mind.

If you are 14 days past ovulation, in theory if you were pregnant you should get a bfp on a test if you tested now, or in the morning hun. Fingers crossed you get your bfp soon :) ttc is hard, when Af arrived today for me,I was heartbroken but I'm.trying to be positive about next month.

Thankfully, I'm not actively trying.. We are both kinda under the impression that if it happens, it happens. We feel it takes the pressure off..
It's when my body does this that sheer panic sets in and I hate the not knowing and not being in control if it all...

I think tomorrow is the day, I shall test and if it's BFN, I'm gonna have to accept that my body has just been really quite cruel this month and move on - with my super strength painkillers in tow!

At least you know where you stand and can plan on having some fun ;) :) x