Good Morning you 'orrible lot
Just thought i'd pop back and give you all a little update (not that you give a shit as I just gatecrashed!) but I know that I always wonder what happened to people in strange situations!
So... spotting all but stopped and when I took my temp yesterday morning it had whizzed right up and is now the highest post-ov temp I have! Have attached my chart for you to have a perv over. I have decided not to temp anymore as I figure what will be will be and I don't think that prior warning will make anything easier.
I am still feeling anxious, AF due today. I really wish I hadn't tested early and I wouldn't have done if I wasn't on that bloody Clearblue Study! I was POSITIVE that this wasn't our month, I had the exact same symptoms as always and this was the first month in a year that I didn't get my hopes up. I took the test and that put it straight in the bin! Only saw the positive when I emptied the bin and couldn't help having a look then took another to check!
As I mentioned before, I had just been to the doctors on Friday night and the wheels were set in motion for a Fertility Clinic referral. I am supposed to be having a smear test on Thursday in relation to this. Do you think I should still go ahead with everything as though the referral is happening? It is even ok to have a smear whilst preggers? I just worry that, if the worst were to happen, and they knew that I was pregaroo then I wouldn't be able to be referred. I know it sounds terribly selfish! I just don't know what to do!
Sorry for the very rambly, very 'me me me' post. I am not normally this self obsessed I promise! Please don't reply if you can't be bothered, i'll just slip away!
Similarly, if anybody would like to know anything (what I did differently this month etc) I would be happy to share!