POAS addict and breastfeeding

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I have a 10 month old dd and feel like I am slowly going insane. I exclusively breast fed dd until a month ago and now mix breastfeeding with formula. I fed her once in the morning with a short fed in the evenings. 6 weeks ago I had a two day v light bleed, which I assumed was the return of my periods. I was really pleased as hoping to ttc for no 2 soon. However 6 weeks later and no period. I have suffered pmt for About 5 months and really want to get my cycles in order. Apart from that I have regular periods of cramps and lots of ewcm. I assume these are ovulation times. Long story short we currently used withdrawal method ( secretly I would love to get pregnant now). I am addicted to doing internet cheap hpt. Gutted two days ago when I had 2 false positive on sainsburys blue tests :-(
Any one else a breastfeeding poas addict trying ttc?

What makes you think they are false positives? Would be very rare

The first one was negative after 5 min so I opened it. After a few minutes there was a v clear but v thin blue line off centre to where it should be. The second one I didn't open but didn't show until after 10 minutes and was v faint. They were blue dye tests which I have read should be avoided as they are known to do this. I did a first responce yesterday bfn and two internet cheapies bfn so figure it's got to be negative. I keep testing because I feel pregnant (tired bobbies sore) but I know this could be because I'm still breastfeeding :-(