CD50 - no BFP, no AF - may have gone insane

[kittenmamma]

Hello people, I came off the pill in May, had my withdrawal bleed, 30 days later had my first period. Since then, nada.
Have come off the pill a few times before, have always had 26-30 day cycles, never been on the pill for more than two years at a time.
I have symptoms, some unique, some that are very much the same as AF symptoms but haven't amounted to anything.
I was okay for the first week or two but I'm now just depressed :( three weeks of this has killed me.
Anybody had something like this?

Me! I came off in October and waited 8 weeks for first AF not including breakthrough bleeding. Then had a 28 day cycle so thought I'd cracked it. Had Ewcm etc the next month which would have tied in with a 29 day cycle and then AF didn't appear when expected. Thought I was pregnant, had loads of symptoms but kept getting bfns. Then AF finally appeared after about 7 weeks ish. I then started temping for peace of mind and had a normal 34 day cycle after that. I got pregnant the next cycle which would have been another 34 days if AF had of arrived. I'm now nearly 15 weeks.

Everyone says the pill gets out of your body quickly, which it does, but it doesn't mean your body automatically remembers what it needs to do!

Good luck :)

Itsjust weird that it came as exexpected the first month so like you say, I thought I had cracked it. Now I'm due AF again next week and don't know what to expect?!

Yeah it's an absolute ball ache isn't it. I was getto

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God I have no idea what my phone is doing.

Hahahahaha I don't even know how to respond to that!

Hahaha stupid bloody phone. Every time I started typing it decided to refresh and post the message! I just got so pissed off with it in the end I gave up and forgot to reply properly when I got home!!

Anyways, what I was going to say is that it is very frustrating isn't it. It started to really stress me out not knowing whether to expect AF or not, so I started temping. I found it really helped because both months I did it for, I could confirm that I definitely ovulated and then could work out when to expect AF. It worked perfectly because when I went for my first scan I was bang on with my dates!! At first I thought that temping would be extra stress and a ball ache, but I found that it helped to reduce the stress in the second half of the month. I probably would have given it up if I had of had a few regular cycles in a row though!